PART 67
   Inside, Josh’s heart churned with reluctance. His mother’s syrupy words of praise felt like tiny daggers as he felt hopelessly trapped by his own choices. Josh squirmed uneasily in his seat, feeling himself shrink under the weight of all this clucking and doting. He wanted to protest, but instead he replied the way he knew was expected, “Oh yes Mommy. I love being your little angel! I just adore all my pretty new things and the way they make me feel!” The words escaped his lips almost unconsciously, hinting at that growing part of him that seemed to welcome the attention. A faint glimmer of longing in his eyes seemed to betray the confusion in his heart. Despite his meekly girlish words, however, the looming prospect of endless days spent in frills and petticoats made his heart tighten with a flutter of dread. Josh could only sigh inwardly as he felt caught up in a current too strong to resist.
   â€śI’m so proud of you darling!” his mother gushed in response, “we are all so eager to help you!” Gwendolyn’s eyes sparkled with unmistakable excitement as she spoke. She remained resolved to stamp out any lingering traces of rowdy boyishness in her son. She found herself taking pleasure in each small victory, whether it was a dainty gesture, a perfectly smoothed curl, or a flawless frill. She silently repeated her mantra again, “No half-measures!” 
   All the other women around the table nodded with patronizing smiles, their eyes twinkling with delight at Josh’s adorable blushing. To Josh, it also seemed that they had reached an unspoken agreement to redouble their efforts in helping him on his new feminine journey. They spoke as if his total transformation was already a foregone conclusion. Although this had begun with his choices, he now had the sinking feeling that his fate was being decided for him. 
   Josh tried to maintain his composure as his emotions fluttered. He sat stiffly in his chair, the elaborate trappings of the Fauntleroy suit a constant, inescapable presence enveloping him from collar to toe. Under his mother’s adoring gaze, he again felt the unyielding confines of his sturdy corset. Its constant restriction ensured he didn’t slouch and instead presented a polished, upright posture. He felt uncomfortable heat inside his bulky diaper and panties as his little man futilely agitated in its pink prison. He realized his hands were quivering. Every inch of the outfit seemed meticulously designed to create the most sissyish look possible—from the frothy lace that cascaded over his chest to the intricate bows perched atop every seam and hem. With little conscious thought, he nervously brushed a stiff ringlet back from his face in a very girlish way, making his gleaming pink fingernails sparkle gaily.
   Gwendolyn took note of his feminine gesture, and she smiled with satisfaction as he next clasped his knees together without added encouragement. These were more signs that her persistent guidance was beginning to properly mold her son’s behavior. Still, Gwendolyn could not resist pushing him even a bit further as she noticed his collar was slightly askew. She also saw that he didn’t quite get that stray ringlet adjusted exactly right. She spoke again, “You know, Josh, we have a golden opportunity here at High Tea to work on your deportment. This is an ideal setting to continue refining your manners and bearing.” Then, she directed him, “Hold still for me, dear.” Josh sat obediently as she reached over with maternal precision to fussily adjust his extravagant Fauntleroy collar until once again it was perfectly arranged over his shoulders. The lace tickled his throat and neck as she worked. Then, she gently smoothed his corkscrew curls so they better framed his face. With an appraising glance, she also nudged her son’s feet closer together beneath his chair to create a more demure appearance.
   Josh felt incredibly childish and powerless to be so tenderly attended to in this way. Normal teenage boys didn’t get coddled like this in public! It embarrassed him terribly, but he had no choice but to suffer through it. 
   Taking Gwendolyn’s cue, Miss Andrea then stood up to assist after seeing Gwendolyn adjust Josh’s curls so sweetly, “I also can’t help but notice your hairbow is a little crooked, sweetheart,” she said kindly as she stood over the emasculated lad. With deft fingers, she primped his gorgeous pink bow just so, ensuring it was nestled daintily in his springy curls exactly the way she wanted. As Miss Andrea hovered over him, he realized that she was wearing a floral perfume that she didn’t have on earlier. The delicately feminine fragrance wafted in his nose and practically enveloped him as she coaxed his hairbow into place. 
   Just then, Mrs. Standish reappeared. She paused beside their table, watching with interest as Miss Andrea fluffed and straightened Josh’s hairbow. 
   Next, Mrs. Smyth joined in. She said, "Oh Andrea, while you're up, why don’t you brighten up those lovely puffs and ruffles on his blouse? They appear a tad droopy to me."   
   Giggling, Miss Andrea said, “Of course!” She reached around her charge and began delicately fluffing out the delicate lace on Josh’s silk blouse with short, quick strokes of her nimble fingers. She pinched and teased until the ruffles again cascaded in billowy waves down his chest.
   â€śThere you are, sweetie,” Miss Andrea said as she finished up, “such beautiful lace deserves to be seen!”
   As this infantile pampering and fussing continued, Josh’s humiliation only grew. He felt much more like a helpless child at a "Little Miss" pageant than a teenage boy! Still, he replied softly but sweetly, “Thank you, Miss Andrea. I’m sure my ruffles are perfect now!” Mrs. Smyth nodded approvingly.