Chapter 10
Doug woke up the next morning looking forward to being cared for by nurse Julie. He had enjoyed being babied by her, but now he was eager to show her that he could behave in a more adult way. He was feeling stronger, he was once again feeling more like his own self and more important he could feel that his nappy was still as dry and fluffy as when he been put in it the night before. He had not wet the bed for the first time in two weeks and that made him feel good too. He was still wearing Julieâs bed jacket and that smelled of her and made him feel aroused in his soft nappy. He rubbed himself and was surprised at just how aroused and erect he was becoming. He was about to get reckless and work himself up to a frenzy burying his head in her woollen softness when he heard a noise at his door. He immediately stopped and in his shame his erection disappeared in an instant.
His stepmother came in, she looked fierce, angry and at her meanest. âYouâre a little shitâ she spat at him in her anger âIâve sent that meddling nurse, that interfering nanny on her way. She was writing to your father and telling him all sorts of lies, so she has had to go.â
âGo where?â asked Doug naively
âMind your own bloody businessâ she retorted, âit has nothing to do with you. Things are definitely going to change around here. You think your father thinks that the sun shines out of your a*se? Well we will soon see about that.â
Doug felt a chill descend in the room, things had definitely turned rather weird. He never heard Julie go and he certainly never heard any arguing. Would she have left without telling him? Having said that, his last nanny left without a word. It was very upsetting.
He thought he would announce his good news. âMum, Iâm dry. I havenât wet my bed tonight and my nappy is still dry.â he told her with pride. The news left her unmoved.
âIâve made a decision Dougieâ she said âI am going to let you stay in nappies, in fact I am going to encourage you to wet and soil yourself so that you will become totally dependent on wearing nappies. In a week or so you are going to be Charlotteâs baby sister, a drooling, dummy suc-king infant that doesnât know whether she is in a wet or soiled nappy, constantly dribbling onto her ever present bib as she crawls around the house gurgling and spouting drivel.â
âYou canâtâ implored Doug âwhy would you?â
âBecause I can, and I will, trust me.â she said venomously. She left the room only to appear before a dazed Doug had time to process all the new information. She appeared to be jingling, in her hands a pink confusion of straps and buckles. In a trice she had Doug firmly fixed up in a baby harness that had Baby written on the breast plate and a line of bells surrounding the letters. A strap went off from each side and somehow affixed to fastenings within his bed frame. She left the room again but this time returned with a set of bars that slotted into the side of the bed and connected with a solid resounding click. This was repeated until Doug sat in the middle of a large cot surrounded by bars. He was too surprised to say anything. âDummy inâ she ordered passing him his do-do.
Doug took the dummy in his mouth and started suc-king, he tried to rise to his knees, but he was too securely fastened to do anything but tinkle the bells. He could only sit or lie down. âYes, you will slowly lose the use of your legs because your muscles will weaken from lack of useâ explained his evil stepmother.
âI need to go to the toiletâ he said with a sense of increasing urgency
âWhat are you wearing?â
âA nappyâ
âand who wears nappies?â
âBabies wear nappiesâ
âLooking at you. I would say that you are a baby, wouldnât you? And what do babies do in their nappies?â
âBabies wet in their nappiesâ
âand what else???âbabies go pooh in them as wellâ he said with despair
âThere, that wasnât difficult was it? You know where to go to do your potty now donât you? Well? Tell me.â
âI have to go in my nappy Mummyâ
âThat is exactly right my baby boyâ she said in a sickly tone âyou wet and pooh in your nappyâ
Doug looked crushed. He felt the need to pee growing stronger and stronger, there no was point in asking where he was expected to go. It had been explained to him very clearly and now he found himself heavily restrained in a cot secured by a baby harness that was not going to allow him to go anywhere.
Kate disappeared and Doug was left with his thoughts. He decided to lie down and explore his harness to see if there was any chance he could escape. The buckle was right in the centre of his back and there was no way he could reach it. The lateral straps were fitted under his bed and out of his reach. The clips on his side were secured using tiny padlocks, that he could feel had four tumblers. He knew that if you pulled against the lock and felt each of the rings of numbers, one of the rings would feel tighter to move than the rest. This was the one to rotate and under tension would prefer to rest in the open setting position than any other. He would then move on to the other three rings using the same technique. He suddenly stopped what he was doing. Somebody was coming. The tension made him wet himself and he knew it was pointless to try and stop it. The new nappies Julie had bought were a very high gsm and immensely absorbent and efficient. This nappy could take a number of heavy wettings.
His stepmother was holding a baby bottle full of milk. Doug looked terrified. âI donât want itâ he cried âit made me very sick last time.â
She forced him back, pulled out his dummy and forced in the nipple, to his relief it was regular cold milk. It had a slightly strange taste but he was too thirsty to care. He gulped down the bottle and in a few minutes was back in a deep sleep carefully drugged to be compliant. Kate noticed that the numbers she had set to 9999 had been moved on one of the locks. She left the room and later returned with two specially made mittens, that, though soft and woolly on the outside, had leather finger restraints inside. His hands would be helpless.
Doug lost all track of time, his room was blacked out all the time. He was fed bottles of milk and various juices but very little solid sustenance. He awoke when he was being changed and being fed, otherwise he was almost comatose. He was turned every few hours and his harness relaxed so that he had room to turn over. He now wore a onesie that kept his nappies in place while it kept him warm and snug in his cot. Slowly he realised that he was becoming weaker and weaker and could barely sit up on his own now. He had no idea how long he had been kept in this way. The twins never visited, he heard nobody and only glimpsed his stepmother as she fed him or changed him.
One night he heard a wailing noise followed by a slamming door, shortly after he had been fed. Minutes later he had fallen into a drugged sleep. He woke up the next morning with earbuds in his ears and a woollen bonnet tied under his chin that kept the earphones firmly in place. He didnât dislike the endless nursery rhymes that played to him, it was a type of company and was far better than stark silence. Kate never spoke to him whilst she looked after him.
The deeper he listened to the sounds in his ears, the more he could perceive a distant voice that sounded reassuring and kind. He didnât think he could understand what was being said but it made him feel content and he felt at ease. He no longer worried about being in a wet or dirty nappy because that was a good thing and he was somehow special. The only thing that made him anxious was when he lost his beloved do-do and that could lead to tears. Now this was now fixed with dummies of all different colours weakly secured with Velcro all around the cot bars, that he could easily pluck like a fruit from the tree despite his hands being virtually useless with his mittens.
There was always a bottle of fresh juice in his cot, so he never felt thirsty. Lately, he had started to find a small sandwich with the crusts removed left by his pillow. He could with great difficulty feed himself these exciting treats. He was so lonely that he had started to talk to himself in his cot. He was a bit confused when he said âBaba got bockie mookieâ and he wasnât even sure if that was right. âBaba go pooh pooh naffy, Baba do wee wee naffyâ. The permanent presence of the dummy in his mouth made speech almost unintelligible.
One day, he was thrilled to notice that his mittens no longer had the tough leather inserts and he could feed himself more easily. He also noticed that he had more room to the reins that connected to his harness. He could with great difficulty and after lots of clumsy falls get to his knees. He was so weak that he could never stand, but he could now look over the bars of his cot, even if the darkness prohibited much vision.
These days he was wetting himself almost continuously and was helpless to stop his pooh from forcing its way out into his nappy. The one thing he had noticed almost joyfully, was that his act of soiling himself came with a joyful erection in the front of his nappy that was increasingly demanding relief. One day as he was doing a particularly difficult pooh, because he was quite constipated, there was a huge stimulation to his tiny sissy stick that required his full attention. He played around trying to force the lump out and then let it slip back in. This was making him particularly agitated and in the end he was rubbing and humping his nappy in total frenzy as the giant pooh forced out the back of his towelling prison. The little voice in the back of his head told him he was a good girl and this was the moment she had been waiting for. âBaba do pooh pooh in naffyâ he spluttered past his dummy, gyrating and mashing his waste as he exploded with a massive orgasm.
âArenât you a good baby girl for Mummy?â asked Kate who had watched with delight the depths of infantile depravity that Doug had achieved over the many months of training. âYou did a good pooh pooh for Mummy didnât you sweetheart?â
Doug hadnât heard a human voice for such a long time that he started crying âNaffy, Baba go naffy, Baba good babyâ he babbled.
âArenât you the little chatterboxâ said Kate thrilled at his performance.
âGoo goo, ba ba, Mama!â he chortled happily through his dummy. His bonnet was askew, his little mittens were twisted and his nappy had clearly leaked after all his activities and his onesie was in quite a smelly wet state, but Kate could not have been happier.
âWhat a good Babaâ she said rubbing the side of Dougâs cheek and drying a rivulet of drool that had escaped his mouth during his activity.
She lowered the bars to his cot and reached in to remove all his clothes until he was lying naked on his changing mat. She took the bowl of hot water and gave him a good wash making him clean and fresh. Zinc and castor oil was applied in quantity, followed by plenty of baby powder. Baby gurgled in delight. There was not a trace of nappy rash, his skin was pink and healthy with not a sign of hair which had been carefully removed. In no time he was in a fresh soft gleaming white bunny soft nappy complete with a much needed nappy liner and protective plastic pants. She knew she would have to act quickly to prevent this latest pair of plastic pants she had removed from staining but in the most part his protection was spotless. The soiled nappy she would deal with immediately.
Doug or Debra, as Kate thought of him now, was fed his breakfast in his cot as usual, but on this occasion she had allowed a small amount of light into the room by raising the blinds slightly. It took him a while for his eyes to adjust. The novelty of being able to see after such a long period was rewarded by the discovery of a rattle in his cot which he pounced on and started to shake with happiness. He bounced up and down on his padded behind relishing his new reward. Kate was delighted. She left on his baby bib because she was dribbling, maybe she was teething she laughed to herself. She picked up the syringe in the kidney dish and injected him in the arm, his wail was quickly ended as the psychotropic drug began its journey through his blood stream. He sat upright, his eyes wide open, his dummy silent in his mouth, his brain open on all channels.
Kate began her hypnotic procedure, Debra had already mastered the relaxation techniques and descended quickly to the the deep level required for what would be termed brain washing. âToday we are going to let Debra out. She is a lovely baby girl who is six months old, and six month old baby girls canât talk can they? They make up words and babble a lot donât they? You know how to do that donât you, because you have been learning baby talk. You love the feeling of your wet nappy donât you, but best of all you like to feel a big pooh in the back of your nappy because it makes you want to go squirties in your baby nappy doesnât it? You like squirties because you know it makes your Mummy so very happy, doesnât it? It hurts to think of when you were a big boy, so you suc-k your do-do and that makes all you nasty thoughts go away, doesnât it? Your ba ba or bockie is your favourite thing because when you suc-k your baby bottle you are safe and Mummyâs little baby girl. Donât you love your little pink harness? It keeps you safe and stops you falling out of your cot. Isnât it a pretty pink and you just love the little jingle bells donât you? You love the feeling of it keeping you safe and secure.â
âBest of all, I know you love your fluffy nappies donât you. You canât wait to have on a clean soft nappy so that you can start to wee and not worry about going on the horrid frightening potty. You love not having to worry if you need to do a pooh, because you can go any time and anywhere you want. Itâs lovely knowing that your nappy will look after you and contain your wee wee or pooh. Actually, you love the feeling of a wet nappy and the weight of a big smelly pooh in the back of your pants is really exciting isnât it? Sometimes it is so exciting that you have to make a number three in your nappies, but Mummy doesnât mind darling. You are Debra and you will never know who Doug was, you are Debra.â
Debra/Doug stared into space gently suc-king her dummy as the information she heard was assimilated and ingrained into her deepest recesses. She smiled, sometimes she gurgled, sometimes she touched the front of hot nappy and bounced about a bit, but it all radiated back as bliss and shear happiness.
âCome back now Debra and blow your Mummy a big kiss.â
Debra came out of her trance and slurped kiss kiss kisses against the face plate of her dummy in the direction of Kate. âDebwa good babaâ she chortled as she released into her nappy âbad poffy, good naffyâshe tried to articulate using her limited vocabulary. Kate revelled in her success at the infantile behaviour of her teenage stepson.