The Ice Cream Shop
After the third sitting, Aunt Patricia took it upon herself to take them all out to an ice cream shop afterward as a reward for getting through what had seemed a difficult day. She wanted to end things on a more positive note. Aunt Patricia called it ârestoration after artistic exertion,â which made Edward roll his eyes, though subtly, because he was again reluctant to object properly.
He bashfully followed his aunt into the little shop in his yellow party dress, tights and patent Mary Janes. The smell of vanilla and sugar cones floated in the air. He was acutely aware, however, of the stares of the customers as they wondered why a little girl was so fancily dressed on a Tuesday afternoon. His cheeks, still rosy from the studio makeup, turned a deeper shade of red. The ice cream shop made him self-conscious in a different way from the studio. In Miss Valeâs studio, everyone knew the reason for the dress, the ribbons, and the careful posture. In the shop, strangers saw only what was in front of them. Edward wondered whether the woman behind the counter knew he was a boy and whether the two children at the next table were whispering about him. If anyone looked twice, his face grew warm.
Aunt Patricia, noticing nothing or pretending not to, beamed, âDoesnât he look darling after all that hard work? So neat and dainty, and still with those precious little curls dangling just so.â
Edwardâs shoulders tightened. âAunty,â he muttered, âpleaseâŚâ
âBut you look so natural like this,â she replied cutting him off mid-sentence. She lowered her voice only slightly. âAnyone would think you had been dressing this way all your life.â
They got their ice cream and moved to a little table where Edward tried to disappear into the wallpaper. He sat carefully, keeping his knees together and holding the cone daintily away from his dress lest he drip on himself. His ever-present corset kept him in a demure and upright posture. He was very aware that he was the picture of effeminate sugar and spice.
He had just managed another careful lick of his vanilla when the bell over the shop door jingled again, and two teenage girls stepped inside laughing together. Edward recognized them at once from school, which made his stomach drop straight into his shiny Mary Janes. They were not in his grade but one year ahead. Lily and Hannah were popular eighth graders who already seemed older and more certain of themselves than anyone in his own class. His instinct was immediate and desperate. He lowered his head quickly and tried to turn his face toward the window, hoping against hope that they would not look at him too closely. He felt a sudden, unwelcome stirring in his panties.
Unfortunately, Aunt Patricia noticed him ducking and misunderstood the movement entirely. âEdward, darling,â she said in her clear, carrying voice, âsit up properly. You will drip ice cream on your pretty dress if you crouch like that.â
Both girls turned immediately. Lilyâs eyes widened first, moving from the pink gloss still faintly bright on Edwardâs mouth to the puffed sleeves of his yellow dress and down to the patent shoes visible beneath the table. Hannah stared for half a second longer, then clasped a hand over her mouth. âWait a second⌠I know you! Youâre Edward right?â she said, barely keeping her voice from squeaking, âyou go to our school!â
The fact that they were a grade ahead only made it worse. Older girls had a way of knowing everyoneâs business before anyone else did, and their opinions seemed to float through school faster than ordinary gossip. Edward had seen Lily and Hannah standing by the lockers with their friends, laughing in little clusters that made younger students give them room. Now those same girls were looking at him as if he had just become the most astonishing thing in the shop.
Edward turned scarlet âUh⌠yeah,â he squeaked. Then, he murmured, âHi,â so quietly it was almost not a word at all. He wished he could slide beneath the little marble table and vanish among the chair legs.
Aunt Patricia, however, brightened like a lamp being turned up. âOh, do you girls know our Edward?â she asked with delighted interest. âHow lovely! He is in the middle of a very important family portrait project. He resembles his great-great grandmother so closely that we are having him painted in her Victorian gown.â
Lily and Hannah looked at each other in bewilderment. Then, they began to giggle in the breathless, helpless way girls did when they were trying not to be rude and failing. âOh... my... gosh,â Lily said, drawing out every word. âEdward, you look so cuuute!â
Hannah nodded vigorously, pitching her voice into a high, sugary trill. âToo adorable! Look at your little pretty little dress!â She pressed both hands to her cheeks as if overcome, âI canât even handle it.â Hannah leaned closer admiring the details of his dress and hair. âOh my gosh Lily his curls are perfect.â She widened her eyes theatrically and clasped her hands under her chin. âEdward, you are giving serious Victorian doll energy.â
Edward could not tell whether they meant to be cruel. Their voices were bright and teasing, but their giggles were not mean enough for him to protest. Every word made him feel more helpless. Eight graders loved to gossip. If they thought he looked adorable, then soon other people would know they thought so.
âPlease,â he said in a low voice, cheeks bright red, âcan you⌠not tell everyone at school about⌠all this?â The last two words came out very quietly.
Lily glanced at Hannah, and Hannah pressed her lips together as if trying not to smile. âBut you look so pretty, Edward,â Lily said. Still, she seemed to take sympathy on him, âI suppose⌠we can keep it between us âgirlsâ if you want!â Her voice had that older-girl brightness that made the reassurance less reassuring.
Hannah gave a tiny giggle, âitâs not every day that a boy from school turns up looking like a Victorian cupcake.â Lily gave her a look, and Hannah added, âOK we wonât tell⌠everyone.â Something about the way she said âeveryoneâ made Edward cringe.
Lily chimed in. âOkay? But you have to stand up and show us your outfit.â Lily said, still half laughing, as if Edward were something on display in a shop window. âI want to see the whole look.â
Edward stiffened so hard that his corset seemed to tighten around him, but he reluctantly stood up. âThank you,â he said softly. He was beside himself. Every giggle seemed to flutter straight under his skin, and every exaggerated compliment made his yellow dress feel brighter, puffier, and more impossible to ignore. Still, he did as they asked and slowly turned around for them. He started growing a little lightheaded. The embarrassment of the moment was causing an excited heat under his tights and panties. He tried to take shallow breaths.
âOh look, Lily, heâs even wearing nail polish!â Hannah exclaimed.
Then, before he could protest, Hannah had whipped out her phone and taken some pictures of him! The pressure in his panties only increased.
âEdward, you are just the cutest thing in your darling little tights and Mary Janes! I love it!â Lily agreed.
âWhat do we say, dear?â his aunt prodded sweetly.
Blushing even more, Edward stammered softly in an uneven voice, âThank you.â
Aunt Patricia only smiled proudly, as if Lily and Hannahâs reaction were exactly the sort of public admiration she intended. âThank you, girls,â she said. âHe is precious, isnât he?â
Edward stared down at his melting ice cream, cheeks blazing, while his classmates giggled again. Finally, they let him sit back down and moved to the counter to place their orders.
âSee you at school!â Hannah said cheerily as they walked away.
This was his last week of school before the summer break, but there were still two days left. Mercifully, Thursday was the last day, but there was no way this would be forgotten. With a sinking feeling, Edward watched Lily and Hannah whispering together at the counter, with sudden little bursts of laughter that made him flinch. His cheeks heated again, and his stomach turned cold as he realized the portrait was no longer something hidden away in the studio. Now it had escaped into the world where his classmates lived, and he could not call it back.
The next morning, Edward was on pins and needles as he walked into school. He saw Lily and Hannah in the hallway right away, as if they had been waiting for him. Edward was thankfully in ordinary clothes now, with no dress, no hairbow, and no nail polish. Still, he blushed as soon as he saw them. They came right over to him.
âAww you look so plain and ordinary today, sweetie,â Hannah teased quietly, âBut donât worry, weâre not going to tell⌠everybody.â
Lily said somewhat guiltily, âI thought you should know, however, that I did let it slip to Sophie. I didnât mean to but she saw me looking at the picture on my phone. I made her promise not to tell anyone else.â
This latest revelation lodged in Edwardâs stomach like a stone. He stood awkwardly in front of the girls with his hands nervously half tucked into his pockets. Sophie was in his own grade and usually sat three tables away from him at lunch. He stifled a groan.
Over the next two days, Edward tried to tell himself that nothing had changed. School was nearly over, and everyone was distracted by yearbooks, summer plans and their final restless classes. But once he was watching for it, he could not stop noticing the signs.
Later in the afternoon, Sophie caught him by his locker with a knowing smile. Sophie stepped just close enough that he could hear her without anyone else catching every word. âLily showed me your pictures,â she said with a smile, and Edwardâs face went hot at once.
Before he could retreat into embarrassment, Sophie lifted one hand in a small, calming gesture. âIâm not going to make fun of you, Edward.â Her voice was soft and interested, âI only told Rachel, because she saw me react and asked what was going on, but I made her promise not to say anything either.â
Edward stared at the locker vent, too flustered to answer.
Sophie gave him a small, encouraging smile. âFor what itâs worth, you looked darling,â she added, then seemed to realize how easily that might sound like teasing. âThis whole thing must feel strange.â She glanced down the hallway to be sure no one was listening too closely.
âPlease donât tell anyone else,â he pleaded. Sophie nodded, âI wonât,â she said. âRachel wonât either. Your secret is safe with us.â Then, with a gentle grin, âBut Iâd love to see you dressed up in person sometime.â
Despite all the assurances, on Thursday morning two other eight grade girls suddenly went quiet when he walked near them. They dissolved into giggles as soon as he passed. He realized that Hannahâs promise not to tell âeveryoneâ was obviously not the same as telling âno one.â
No one other than Sophie said anything to him directly, however. That was almost worse. If someone had teased him plainly, perhaps he could have denied it or pretended not to care. Edward wished desperately that Lily and Hannah had never walked into that ice cream shop.