A Delightful Afternoon of Shopping
At this point, Aunt Patricia's version of âonly lookingâ had transformed into intense shopping. Edward glumly realized the collection of dresses and accessories set aside for purchase seemed to multiply every time he looked! Aunt Patriciaâs decisions had come quickly and often. Of course, the dainty blue dress was the first to be chosen. It was a delicate, vintage-inspired powder-blue party dress with a rounded Peter Pan collar made of white eyelet lace. The fitted bodice was gaily decorated with tiny white embroidered flowers scattered across the fabric, and the short, sleeves puffed demurely at the shoulders. The white satin sash had a prissy little bow in front, and the hem was an intricate scalloped lace trim.
Edward soon learned the first clerk was named Sabrina, and she suggested a lovely mint-green lawn dress made of crisp taffeta. It was light and airy with a tea-length skirt, and the fabric had a faint sheen. It had charming pearl buttons which contrasted sweetly with the green material. A narrow band of white embroidery traced the rounded collar and continued neatly around the cuffs. It looked ready-made for a formal garden party.
When Edward was buttoned into it, Sabrina gave an approving look. âOh, that shade is beautiful on him,â she said, âIt makes his eyes look softer, and the cut gives him such a graceful line.â
Edward was hyper-aware of how the taffeta made a rustling little sound whenever he moved.
Aunt Patricia gave a pleased little nod. âExactly what I hoped,â she replied, âdemure and wonderfully becoming.â
Aunt Patricia became enthralled with the soft lavender frock as soon as she saw him in it. It had an almost fairy-tale delicacy. The pale lavender fabric shimmered over a satin lining, with a Peter Pan collar and a wide, darker lavender sash that gathered in back into a large butterfly bow. Sheer organza softened the bodice and skirt in floating overlays, with airy ruffles at the sleeves and a translucent flounce that caught the light whenever Edward moved. The skirt was embroidered near the hem with adorable lavender violets that seemed to dance with every step. Sabrina found a lovely pair of pale blush, peep-toe sandals that went perfectly with it. They had a low heel, dainty toe and ankle straps, and delicate lavender floral applique flowers on top.
âNow that one,â Aunt Patricia commented with approval, âis exquisite. Turn slowly, darling.â
Edward made a small, reluctant turn, and the organza floated around him. The unfamiliar heels tipped his weight forward, making him wobble slightly and forcing him into short, careful steps. He was not used to shoes that demanded so much attention. Meanwhile, with every tiny movement, the sheer organza layers brushed and tickled across his shoulders, almost like cobwebs. He fought the urge to shrug them away, gave an involuntary shudder, and then lifted a hand to brush at the delicate fabric.
Aunt Patricia noticed both the wobble and his reaction to the organza at once. Her expression softened into amusement. âOh, donât fuss with it, darling,â she said, reaching out to smooth one translucent ruffle with the back of her fingers. âThose fluttery sleeves are part of the charm.â
Edward swallowed. âIt tickles, Aunty,â he admitted in a small voice, âmaybe I could try something a little less⌠floaty?â
Aunt Patricia gave a fond little laugh. âLess floaty? My dear, the âfloatinessâ is precisely the point.â Then, she couldnât help but add, âand as for the sandals, Iâm sure youâll get used to them in no time⌠Practice makes perfect!â
Edwardâs mouth pinched into a helpless grimace at that, the corners drawing tight. The promise of "practice" in girls heels was not comforting. Aunt Patricia caught the look immediately and chuckled lightly. To her, his discomfort only proved that the dress and shoes were doing exactly what she wanted: making her nephew aware of every soft, girlish detail.
âI adore this one too,â Sabrina interjected approvingly. âIt makes him look so delicate, and the sash keeps it polished.â
By now, Edward had found out the second clerk was named Skye. Skye added, âAnd I love those sandals!â Edward looked down at the little floral appliques on the sandals and blushed.
Patriciaâs face warmed with triumph. âYes,â she said simply as she patted Edwardâs arm with fond authority, âof course, weâll take the dress and the shoes.â
Then, Skye brought out a charming pink and white floral print sundress that was, she said with a warm smile, âa perfect summertime frock for someone who looks this darling in pink.â It was made of lined cotton, and the white background was scattered with pink roses and pale green leaves. Narrow shoulder straps tied into dainty bows, and the bodice was gently smocked across the front with tiny rows of pink stitching that gave it an especially youthful look. A large flounce circled the hem so that the skirt bounced and swayed around Edwardâs knees as he moved.
Skye held the skirt out so Aunt Patricia could see the shape better, âthis one has a sweet, old-fashioned charm.â
Sabrina nodded from beside the mirror, âVery pretty, very light.â
Aunt Patricia looked delighted.
Sabrina then had an inspiration and showed Aunt Patricia a sage green chiffon dress from the storeroom that had not even been put on the rack yet. Aunt Patricia eagerly snapped it up as soon as she saw him in it. It was a sleeveless, halter top, A-line dress made of delicately layered chiffon with a subtle floral print, and it rustled delightfully with Edwardâs every movement.
âOh, that one makes him look like a little summer postcard,â Sabrina said kindly, though the sparkle in her eyes made it feel faintly teasing.
Next, Aunt Patricia fell in love with a âtwirl-worthyâ satin formal dress that came in several colors. The A-line creation had a sweetly pleated bodice and wide, gently gathered shoulder straps that sat gracefully across the upper arms. The ruching across the bust and torso added subtle texture while keeping an elegant look. A cleanly defined waistband separated the fitted bodice from the skirt.
âThat looks precious on him,â Skye added helpfully, âitâs such a classic, princess-inspired look!â
"Princess-inspired?" Edward asked hesitantly. He winced as he realized how sissyish the words sounded.
"Oh yes, sweetie," Skye said cheerfully, "just like something out of a storybook!"
After having Edward stand in front of the mirror wearing the same dress in several colors, Aunt Patricia just couldnât decide which she liked best. In the end, she decided to get one each in candy pink and orchid purple.
âWhy choose,â she said brightly, âwhen Aunty can get her princess both?â
Edward reddened cutely again at being called a princess, but he went still as he thought about the word âboth.â It was such a small word, tossed out with Aunt Patriciaâs bright little smile, but it landed with a weight. âBothâ meant plenty of options for his auntâs future plans. It meant pretty dresses waiting for many future occasions and events. He felt the figurative ground shift under his feet, suddenly tilting toward a future of drawers and closets full of satin and lace.
He looked at himself in the mirror dejectedly and tried to remind himself he was a boy. The candy pink dress shone softly under the store lights, and its wide straps rested delicately along his upper arms, making his shoulders look small and narrow. The pink color softened his face sweetly. He felt so fragile, polished and painfully pretty as he stared at his reflection.
He knew he was a boy, But Aunt Patricia seemed to treat that fact as a minor inconvenience to be hidden, managed and eventually⌠forgotten. Sabrina and Skye smiled, Aunt Patricia glowed and the mirror told the harsh truth. He looked nothing like a boy now. He felt more uncomfortable stirring in his panties.
Finally, there was an apricot and cream party dress scattered with small satin rosettes, which Aunt Patricia declared âtoo adorable to leave behind.â She insisted on seeing it on him paired with some accessories, already speaking as if the decision had been made. To Edward, it seemed as though having him put it on was merely a formality.
âIt should be worn with a petticoat, I think,â Aunt Patricia said, eyes bright, âand perhaps if you have some ivory shoes to match?â
Sabrina brightened at once. âOf course, maâam. I think I know just the thing!â
âYes, please see to it, my dear,â Aunt Patricia agreed. With a pleased smile, she took a seat on a cushioned armchair.
As Sabrina ushered Edward back to the fitting room for what felt like the hundredth time, she carried the apricot and cream dress on a padded hanger. Edward glanced back at Aunt Patricia, and the satisfied look on her face made him worry what else she had already imagined for him. How many more little decisions had already been made? Her calm, triumphant smile seemed to say it all.