Princess of the Party
By Deewet
I started getting very nervous as soon as I got into Mr. Gain’s BMW. Yes, he was a professor at the university I sometimes attended, and yes, I had been in his class, but did I really know him. Being so little, I was so helpless to defend myself, so if he wanted to hurt me, he could with no problem.
We had been talking for the last few weeks in the coffee shop, and he was really nice to me, although I did note he talked to me as if I were a kid, not an adult, but then, that happens a lot to me. When you are four foot nine and weight 85 pounds, people tend to forget you are nineteen.
He got in behind the wheel and squeezed my thigh with his big hand, smiling as he told me how much I’ll like the party. Again, I asked about what kind of party, and again he told me not to worry, it will be a surprise.
First, I should point out that I wasn’t gay, well I should say I didn’t know since I had never had sex with anyone. Looking like a kid didn’t bring women around and when they did, all they could say was how cute I was. I had a feeling that this might be a gay party, yet I accepted his invitation. Actually, he wore me down after an hour of me refusing. Mr. Gain is a very insistent man and his voice is very comforting. Before I realized it, I was getting in the car.
On the way to the party, his voice calmed my nerves. He said nice things about me, things you might say to a girl. How he loved my blue eyes, which are my best feature. They are large and many women love my eyes. One time, I experimented with putting eye shadow on the lids and the result was a big wow. If I were a girl, men would die for my eyes. He also told me how being my size could be a blessing. He said that the people at this party would love to be smaller. I started picture a party of large women – boy was I way off base. As he talked, I started to have an uncontrollable fantasy of pleasing him like a woman. I’d never had thoughts like this before, but there was something so warm about him, something that made me want to be with him.
The house was huge and looked to be old, but refurbish to look new. Suddenly, I wanted to go home, but it was too late for that. The door was answered by a tall, skinny man wearing a short skirt and unbutton blouse.
“Oh my god,” screamed the man, his hands to his face. “What an adorable thing you brought with you.”
Before I could react, he pulled me into the house. “Where did you ever find this princess?”
I am a very naive person, living a sheltered life, mostly alone. I wasn’t ready for this party. Very large men, most dressed in scary leather and chains, stopped to look down at me. I found myself backing up into Mr. Gains, like a frightened little kid. Besides the tough looking guys, were smaller men, wearing puffy plastic pants over what had to be large diapers. I could see the diapers and pins through some of the clear plastic. All were holding the hand of a leather-clad man or being and suc-king on pacifiers. Some had no shirts, other of the adult babies had on little shirts that did nothing to hide their diapers.
I tried to go back out the door but Mr. Gains was too strong. “Come on now, don’t be afraid. You’ll be the star of the party.”
The man in the skirt picked me up as if I were a child. “Go get dressed,” he said to Mr. Gains. “I’ll get your little one ready.”
Despite being an adult, I started to cry as he carried me across the room. I swore I heard muffled cries and the sharp sound of someone being spanked, and glimpsed in another room of a diapered adult on his knees giving a head job to a huge man. I had a sick feeling of that being my fate tonight.
He took me into a large nursery, all done in pink and the furniture sized for an adult. In the crib was a pretty man, not much older than me, bound in a pink rubber sack, his mouth stuffed with a gag.
“How we doing in there, Samatha?” said the man holding me. “Smells like you been filling your diapers.”
A muffled whimper was the answer.
He sat me down on a plastic covered changing table. “Let’s get these ugly clothes off you.”
That was it for me. I wanted down and out of here. “Wait, little one,” he said to me, holding me tightly in strong hands with pink painted nails. “It’s okay. It’s okay. This is a safe place to play. In here, you can let yourself go to explore new sensations without any worry of anyone on the outside knowing your secret.”
I started to protest, but he silenced me with a pacifier. Involuntarily I began to suc-k on it as he talked about my eyes. “Women would die for eyes like those and wait until I get done with you, every swinging dic-k in this place will want you.”
That statement almost took my breath away for two reasons. The first was the idea of the positions I was falling into very quickly and what they would want me to do to those swinging dic-ks and the other reason was more complicated. I felt a strange thrill to think it would be my eyes causing those dic-ks to grow hard. Maybe this night would tell me if I am gay because the thought of all these men was getting me excited.
Something about the pacifier filling my mouth made me submissive and I let him lift me back onto the changing table. The pacifier wasn’t a child’s, for the rubber tit filled my mouth. I obeyed when he told me to lift my little arms and stared over at the body in the crib, as my shoes were untied. The man eyes were wet as he moaned around his filled lips.
Before I knew it, I was naked on the changing table. I felt cold and so defenseless. I’d never been without clothes before in front of someone. He looked down at me and said, “You are beautiful. You have almost no hair and your little thing, well, that is built for peeing in a diaper.”