Part 21
Tom was in despair by the end of the day, Amanda kept calling him a big baby and every time she did so he was filled with an unquenchable desire to suc-k on her bre ( " at " ) sts and an unexplainable desire to go to the loo usually accompanied by some loss of bladder control. At lunch time he had changed his shorts and his underwear, because the small patch of wetness had begun to grow quite noticeably. As he was trying to secrete his wet shorts and pants into the laundry basket, Amanda had come up behind him and asked what was wrong. Again she had sort of sneered at him and asked if he wanted some training nappy pants and again he felt his thumb work its way up to his mouth. The desire to suc-kle was becoming unbearable and his distress was so apparent that Amanda suggested that he have a rest and listen to some of his new music that she had bought him.
Like a lamb to the slaughter he accepted her suggestion as she put on a CD of light classical music.
The subliminal messages took a hold almost at once as Amanda explained to him that his condition was probably brought about by the stress of his failing business and kissed him softly on the cheek.
The CD instructed him with more re-enforcing messages, âa big baby suc-ks on Mummyâs bre ( " at " ) st, a big baby does not use a potty, a big baby wets without thinking, a big baby wets her nappy, a soft warm nappy is fluffy and safe, a big baby loves to go in her nappy, when baby suc-ks her dummy she has to wet her nappy, a dummy is all a baby wants, a wet nappy and a dummy to suc-k is all baby wants. When you suc-k on Mummy you wet your nappy, if you cannot suc-k on Mummy you suc-k your dummy. You must have a nappy, you must have a dummy, you must be a baby. You wet your bed last night like a good baby, that was a good baby, you can wet yourself now, pretend you are wearing a nappy and wet it like a baby, suc-k your thumb and wet your nappy.
The messages went on and on behind the music as Tomâs eyes slowly closed as he lay rec-umbent on the leather sofa. You are falling asleep as a big baby, you will soon wet your nappy as you suc-k your thumb.
Tomâs thumb made its way to his mouth and he started suc-king on it with passion. Amanda slipped into the room as Tom suc-ked furiously and smiled as a small wet patch appeared on the front of his trousers. The small patch grew and grew, until it extended all over the front of him and started to work its way down each leg. It even started to work is way up his shirt. He was awash with his own pee and a small satisfied smile appeared on his face as the subliminal messages praised him for going in his imaginary nappy like a good baby.
Amanda left him for a few minutes than gently gave him a shake
âTom, Tom wake up darling you have had an accident while you were sleepingâ she said gently feigning some alarm. âWhat is the matter with you? You are behaving like a big baby more and more these daysâ.
Tom reacted to the cue and his eyes turned to the breasts close to his head. He was desperate and realised with horror that he had been suc-king his thumb so hard that it had started to prune and wrinkle. He tore it out of his mouth and made a grab for his wife. Amanda opened her blouse and knelt down beside him, easing her breast out of her white satin bra. Tom was groaning as his desire to suc-kle became unbearable and he latched on to her. Within less than 30 seconds he had added to the wetness of his clothes with a massive and explosive orgasm, he nuzzled into her breast with fresh fervour as he bathed his limp member in a fresh elimination of pee.
âItâs no good Tom,â she said âthe stress is clearly getting too much for you. Look what you have done, you have wet yourself like a baby and ruined our sofa. I am not going to get cross, but we are going to have to take some precautions or else you are going to ruin all your clothes and all our furniture. I am sure this is just a temporary thing, will you let me help you?â
Tom nodded, he had to admit that the recent turn of events was outside of his understanding and control.
âTake off all those wet clothes and leave them on the bathroom floor, then take a nice long bath and I will come up and help you. I am just going next door to see Sheila for a few things. I am sure she can help us outâ.
âI donât want to get involved with that crowdâ snapped Tom âshe has all of her kids back in nappies and even her old man is incontinent and pees himself all the timeâ. Tom felt himself widdling a little more (where was all this urine coming from he thought to himself?). Amanda looked annoyed.
âWe can either tackle this problem together, or you can sort yourself outâ she said starting to go teary eyed. âI am only trying to help you. Your business is a disaster, we are up to our eyes in debt and all you can do is regress to an incontinent big baby. Sheila is a good friend to me and has suggested that I work for Baby Dreams, as she loves the things I have made to show her. Even you could become a part of that business and we might, yes we just might, get through all of thisâ.
Tom looked down at his sopping clothes and said âI am so sorry darling, I donât know what is happening to me and I really appreciate your help. Go and see Sheila and see what she can come up with.â
He picked himself up from the sofa as Amanda returned with a bowl of water to sponge off the dampness from their furniture. Tom went to the bathroom and stripped off all his soaked clothes.
He ran a bath, and as he stood there watching the water flow from the taps, he absent mindedly suc-ked his thumb. It was several minutes before he realised what he was doing and when he did notice he withdrew it immediately only to have his mind crave something else to suc-k on. He saw in his mind the image of a babyâs dummy, he wanted to suc-k a dummy, he had to have a dummy. He realised with horror that the one thing he wanted more than anything else was to have his own dummy, a dummy that he could suc-k on whenever he felt the need or desired the comfort he knew it would bring. He turned off the taps to the bath and lowered himself into the water.
Amanda had already made plans with Sheila who had organised stock to be made available from her small warehouse. There were three large boxes waiting by her front door and she welcomed in Amanda as soon as she rang the door bell.
âIâll give you a hand, let me get Darren and Simon, the rest of the family are working on a rush orderâ she said, picking up two sets of reins from the hooks in the hall. They jingled with small bells on the front leather panels which were in identical pink and declared âbabyâ in dark pink letters on the front.
âThe two boys have just had some teaâ she explained as she headed into the kitchen. Darren and Simon were sitting in their high chairs suc-king on their dummies with their white terry bibs liberally covered with baked beans, Marmite and ice cream, both had most of their tea around their faces, their feeding greatly impaired by the thick woollen mittens they wore on their hands. âThey were naughty today so they lsot the use of their hands and had to wear their mittens.
She unclipped Darren from his high chair, took out his dummy and roughly wiped his face with the end of his bib while he was still wearing it. She reinserted his dummy and fixed on his walking reins. She repeated the procedure with Simon. âCome on my baby boys, you can help carry some things into Aunty Amandaâs house with Mummyâ.
She went to the cupboard under the dresser and took out a cardboard box âsome dummiesâ she explained âI expect Tom is almost ready for one now, you can carry these Darrenâ, she went to another cupboard and took out three large bibs similar to the ones being worn by her two boys and put then in a plastic bag, âYou can carry these Simon and help me with one of the boxes as wellâ.
âWhat is all this stuff you have got me Sheila?â asked Amanda.
âTraining towelling pants without plastic covers â two pairsâ she said reading down her list, âtraining towelling nappy pants with protective plastic covers â two pairs, a dozen terry towelling nappies, three pairs of transparent plastic pants, two sippy cups, and a couple of onesies for night time sleeping. Look at you boys, all you have got on is a nappy and a tea-shirt. You will be alright running next door in just your bootiesâ she laughed.
They trooped out of Sheilaâs house and quickly covered the short distance between their two house. Sheila held the reins to Darren and Amanda controlled the reins to Simon â neither boy objected, they were so used to the treatment. Judging by the way that their nappies hung on their hips, they were both wet and in need of a change.
They piled the boxes in the lounge, Amanda had related the problems that Tom had been having on the way and Sheila opened up one of the smaller boxes. âYou are lucky, because we only just made a large batch of these last weekâ she said âthese will fit Tom.â She held up a pair of towelling training pants, double thickness of terry nappy at the back and six layers thick at the front. âThis will hold a fairly bad accident, but not usually twoâ she said. âTell Tom to slip them on and come down so I can see how they fitâ.
Amanda rushed up to the bathroom as Tom was drying himself off. She passed him the training pants and told him to slip them on. He recoiled in horror. âThose are for toddlersâ he complained âI am not wearing those, not ever.â
âMake up your mind Tom, wear the pants or get outâ she exploded âdo it, NOW, You are behaving like a big baby and you need this type of protection right now.â Tom did as he was told, the large padded terry towelling pants slipped up his legs and almost immediately needed to go to the toilet. He clutched the front of himself and managed to pull them down enough to relieve himself in the loo.
Amanda took his hand and led him downstairs to the waiting Sheila. The two boys sat on the couch suc-king their dummies and they were not at all phased by seeing Tom in such babyish attire, since all their male family were similarly dressed.
âPerfectâ said Sheila âthose nappy pants could have been tailor made for you Tomâ she said smiling (because they had been carefully made to Tomâs exact measurements). Tom was dying of embarrassment, and the latest trigger had started his thumb on the way to his mouth. He was so captivated by the sight of the two boys suc-king their dummies that he forgot what he was doing and put his thumb in his mouth. Darren passed him the box he was holding and Tom removed his digit from his mouth and opened it. He went bright red as his desire to own and suc-k the two pink dummies was in direct conflict with his maturity.
âDummies, what do I want with dummies?â he asked incredulously. Unfortunately the warm soft comfort of the nappy material against him, triggered another implanted message and he forgot to think about holding on to himself while he was ranting about the tendered gift. A yellow stain slowly started to spread across the front of his training pants and work its way between his legs.
âGood idea to test out you nappy pantsâ said Sheila smirking at the sight of Tom wetting himself in front of everybody, âas I said Amanda, they will easily take one accident, but probably not cope with two. But Amanda was pretending to be furious, even though inside she was thrilled with the rapid regression of her husband to babyhood.
âYou big baby, you big booby, look at you wetting yourself in front of our neighbours, what is the matter with you?â She snatched the box from his hands and took out one of the dummies. âI want you to suc-k this, and if I see you take it out there will be trouble that you could not begin to imagineâ. She stuffed it into Tomâs mouth, he resisted slightly at first, but in reality he could not wait to suc-k his new dummy.
The warmth of his freshly wet nappy, soft and fluffy against him coupled with the sensation of the big teat of his new dummy filling his mouth caused a new wave of subliminal programming to activate and he wet himself again. Half of him was dying of shame, the other half of him revelled in the delight that the programming had made him expect.
âI donât think they are going to cope on their own Amanda, make Tom wear a pair of the plastic coated ones over the top otherwise he is going to start leaking after a bit. She shook out a pair of the infantile lined plastic pants and motioned for Tom to step into them. He was so engrossed in the new sensations that he was too stunned to argue. The feel of the transparent plastic caressing his legs as they were pulled up sent further triggers to his overloaded senses. He placed his hand on the front of his plastic panties and caressed himself gently through the thickness feeling the soft padding through the vinyl protective layer. The ring of his dummy wiggled furiously as he savoured the sensations of his new programming.
End part 21