By request, this is a repost of the original, posted at our site in May, 2008. Enjoy!
Part 1
Glenn is all man, macho to the point I felt like a little girl around him. Six-five, he towered over my five foot height, weighing more than two of me. When he comes into the pizza place where I bus tables, he is in charge of the room and the waitresses swoon over the guy. I even found myself attracted to him, not that I’m gay or anything, it’s just that he eludes maleness and is, for some reason, nice to me, a rare thing for someone so little like me. Women think I’m cute and guys push me around since I’m sometimes mistaken for a girl. Probably my long hair doesn’t help, but it is the only thing that makes me feel good about myself, that and my blue eyes.
When the owner came in one day and fired me, Glenn was picking up a pizza. Seems that a few of the guys had complained I was flirting with them and the owner had always been suspicious about me, because of my feminine features. Of course I wasn’t flirting, they had made the advances and were p-ssed when I turned down their offers to let me go down on them in the parking lot.
This wasn’t good since I was barely making it on my salary as it was and I owed back rent already. My landlady would surely kick me out on the streets. This is where Glenn was my knight. He said he was just going to eat the pizza alone that night and watch some TV. Maybe I wanted to come over and hang out. The thing is with Glenn, even if I was suspicious of his reasons, and I wasn’t, I couldn’t say no. No one as cool as him ever treated me like he did.
Nothing weird happened that night and I had a good time, just hanging out with someone. Most every night after work I usually spent alone, so when he asked if I wanted to move in until I got my feet on the ground, I didn’t hesitate. His place was huge with plenty of room for me and was in the country, something I needed. Life in the city is not easy for someone my size. I felt protected knowing Glenn was around.
Looking back, I should have realized the roles being developed, but I was just happy for the first time in my life. This blinded me to the manipulating by Glenn. I’d begun to take on the feminine role in cooking and cleaning up the place. I started doing his laundry when I did mine. At night, I actually began to wonder what it would be like to be a woman with Glenn, thoughts I had never had before this time.
Things changed the evening I came out of the bathroom after a shower and found the clothes waiting for me on the bed. At first I was confused, picking up the pink plastic pants. There was a diaper with ducky diaper pins. Did he want me to wear these adult size baby clothes? My heart raced as I saw the pink shirt with ruffled sleeves.
Part 2
By Deewet
I hesitated; well actually I stood there for almost twenty minutes, dressed only in a towel, staring down at the diaper, holding the plastic pants, feeling more little and scared than I ever had as an adult. Was this a test of some sort? If I came downstairs wearing this would he beat the hell out of me and throw me out into the night. Possibly it was a bet or a gag. If not, then what would Glenn expect from me.
In the end, I put on my own clothes and went downstairs. Glenn was sitting in the great room and watched me come down the stairs. It was obvious from the disappointment in his face, that this wasn’t a joke or test. He really wanted me to dress in the diaper and plastic pants. I almost ran back upstairs to change, but I knew the moment had passed.
We never said anything about the baby clothes, both of us pretending the elephant wasn’t in the room, but there was a coldness afterward. The next two nights he didn’t even come home, and I wondered if I’d better be looking for a place to live. But, I truly didn’t want to leave Glenn. I surfed the web and read the adult baby sights, finding out about a lifestyle I never dreamed existed. Still, I couldn’t bring myself to put on the pink clothes for him. I didn’t know if I was ready to take that step.
It eventually didn’t matter what I wanted to do. The third night, Glenn did come home, drunk. Without warning, he stormed over and pulled me up from the couch. The way he effortlessly slung me over his shoulder was terrifying. I was completely helpless, my legs kicking like a little girl.
“I can’t stand this anymore,” he bellowed, carrying me up the stairs. “You know what I want.”
Inside my room, he tossed me on the bed. I tried to get up and run, but he easily grabbed me and threw me back on the bed. “You get off that bed again and I’ll blister your a-s.”
This was horrifying. I should have known something was wrong when he was nice to me, no one as cool looking as Glenn was nice to me. There was nothing I could do.
“I’ll be waiting downstairs,” he said, taking the clothes from the dresser and tossing then at my feet. I cringed away from him, so help me, holding my knees like a scared little girl.
Tears ran down my face has I took off my pants. I laid out the pink diaper, the thick flannel material looking enormous. My small hands shook as I pulled it between my legs. I wrestled with getting it pinned tightly and had to try several times. The material was so thick that when I stood to put on the plastic pants, my legs couldn’t close.
There was something final about those plastic pants when I pulled them over the diaper. I was disgusted with how easily I was submitting. Putting the pants dissolved my manhood; the pink showing the world what I was inside.
Part 3
By Deewet
The shirt was ultra feminine and short, leaving no doubt of me being a sissy and leaving my pink plastic pants fully exposed. A loud crinkling nose followed me as I waddled – normal walking was impossible – to the full-length mirror. I fully expected to look ridicules, and I probably would have if I were a regular sized man, but with my petite build and long hair, I looked cute. On impulse, I took my hair out of its ponytail and brushed it out to rest on my thin shoulders. A little make-up and I would have passed as a girl.
The hair on my legs wasn’t much but I decided that if he wanted me to be a little girl for him, I might has well go down there with bare, hairless legs. It didn’t take long to remove all the hair.
At the top of the stairs, I stopped. I could hear the TV playing downstairs. My thoughts were full of what might happen to me once I got down there. I had no doubts that Glenn would want me to do things and still I wasn’t sure if I could.
He was sitting on the couch, and smiled widely at me. I felt shy and didn’t join him on the couch, instead taking a seat on the leather lounge chair. The mood was definitely Glenn as the grown-up, me as his little one. He wore nice pants and a dress shirt. It was unbutton at the neck and showing his dark chest hairs. Me, on the other hand, was a picture of submission, sitting there in pink, diapered to show my weakness. His eyes never left me as he sipped scotch. Never had I ever been looked at like that before, the lust for me like a fire in his eyes. It started to excite me that Glenn was getting so turned on.
On the TV was porn. A man, dressed as a girl, was kneeling before a big man, servicing him nosily with his mouth. I was memorized by the action, thinking it was surely going to be my fate very soon.
The meanest was gone, but a paddle did sit on the coffee table, reminding me of the consequences of being bad. There was also a baby bottle next to the paddle and after the man on the TV exploded into the sissy’s mouth, Glenn picked up the bottle and motioned to the couch.
I saw no choice in the matter. I got on the couch, my head in his lap as he fed me my bottle. The warm milk tasted funny and I had to su-k noisily to get the milk to flow. Glenn talked nicely to me, telling me how he loved me and would protect his little girl. While I suc-kled, he stroked my long hair. Under my head, I could feel his hard pen-s, trying to burst from the confines on his pants. Slowly I moved my head a little, rubbing his hardness. He moaned.
Before I finished the bottle he pulled it from my lips. I knew what he wanted.
“I don’t know if I can?” I pleaded.
He pushed me to kneel on the floor. “Does daddy need to get the paddle,” he said, his voice musky with lust.
The thought of those muscle arms wailing me with the paddle was enough to get me going. I scrambled for his pants, managing to unbuckle him and pull down the zipper. His c-ck looked huge inside his boxers.
“Take daddy’s pants all the way off,” he said. “They’re expensive.”
I did as ordered, folding them on the table. When I turned back I saw he had slid off his boxers. What waited for me was huge; three times the size of my baby pen-s. I shook with fear as I knelt back down on the floor between his hairy legs. “I’ve never done this before.” And since I had never gotten a blow job myself, I wasn’t sure at all what to do.
He said nothing as his eyes watched. First I wrapped my little hands, it took both, around him and started stroking. He smiled and moaned. Then I leaned over and started licking, the heat surprising me. From watching the TV, I knew the sissy had been noisy with his mouth so I did the same, making lots of wet sounds with my tongue. He seemed to like this and started rocking on the couch.
“Take daddy,” he commanded. “Take him all it that sweet mouth.”
I made sure I pulled my lips over my teeth, making my mouth into an “O” shape. With that I push my lips down on the head until it popped into my mouth. The shaft was already wet from my licking and filled me. My mouth felt so stretched and I thought I might choke. For a minute I rested, my face impaled on his monster member. Then I began to slowly bob, moving up and down the shaft. I can’t describe the mixture of feelings at that moment, thick diapers and plastic pants reminding me on my place as I took him in my mouth. I knew soon I would have a mouth full of his c-m but I wasn’t ready for when he came. I had not been doing him long when he exploded.
Part 4
Afterward, I felt so ashamed I couldn’t look at Glenn. He made me lick his pecker clean and blow dry it with my breath. Then, I just rested my head in his lap and he watched TV, me still on my knees, the taste of him strong in my mouth Sounds of more blow jobs could be heard and I thought of how I was now like the sissy’s in the movie.
When I got up to go the bathroom, he stopped me. “What do you think that diaper is for,” he said.
I couldn’t believe it, he wanted me to use the diaper. Even after doing a blowjob, the thought of using this diaper was too much. “No way,” I said.
“On your stomach, on the floor,” he shouted.
His voice was so commanding I dropped to my knees, and so help me, maybe because of what I had just done to him, I began to cry. “Don’t hurt me.”
Glenn pulled on his pants. “On your stomach and don’t move.”
I did as ordered, waiting for the paddle. It never came. He left the room and returned with rope. This really scared me but he was too strong. In a few minutes, my hands were bound securely behind my back and my ankles tied and then roped to the binds on my wrist, leaving me hogtied in the middle of his floor.
“Don’t hurt me,” I continued to plead, helpless at his feet.
“Open up,” he said and pushed a ball gag between my lips, securing it behind my head. “Now you will have to use your diaper.”
The enormity of what I had gotten myself into came rushing home as I struggled against the ropes. I was dressed in diapers, bound and gagged, in a huge house in the middle of nowhere. Glenn could do anything to me and I was helpless to stop him. I cried for myself, for being so little and weak, putting on this diaper when I should have left.
He changed movies and I was treated to one where this time the sissy was bent over, his head on a pillow, while a huge guy rammed his cute little behind. I cried as I thought about Glenn doing that to me.
Soon I really had to go the bathroom and couldn’t hold it any longer. It seemed as if another step was taken as I filled my diaper with warm pee.
The problem was that Glenn was snoring, having passed out on the couch from his drinking, and there I was gagged with no way to wake him up. I lost totally track of time, bound as I was on the floor. Several more times I wetted my diaper.
Part 5
By Deewet
By the time he awoke, I was soaked, but my plastic pants seemed to be keeping everything outside dry. My mouth ached from the ball gag and my arms had gone numb. There was a pool on the carpet where I had drooled. Unbelievably he didn’t release me right away. He patted me on the head and said,” stay right there honey, Daddy needs to go p-ss.” Well, I moaned around my gag but there wasn’t anything I could do. I was at his mercy.
Finally he untied me and released the strap holding in the ball gag. I said nothing, avoiding his eyes, ashamed of what happen last night. I could still taste him. Like a toddler I waddled up the stairs, my soaked diaper sagging between my legs.
I wanted to forget what I had done and planned on packing and moving out. Unfortunately, Glenn had other plans. After showering and putting on jeans and a shirt, I went downstairs to tell him I was leaving.
“What the hell are you wearing?” he shouted at me. He wore sweatpants and a tank top, showing all his muscles. Those and his voice scared the hell out of me. “No one told you to put on men’s clothes. You’re not a man. A man doesn’t wear diapers and su-k a d-ck as good as you did last night.”
All my plans on telling him that last night was a mistake, that it would be best if I left, flew out the window. Like a sissy, I cowered. “You want me to be wearing diapers still,” I said, my voice sounding so tiny and weak compared to his.
His eyes flared and he grabbed my arm, dragging me up the stairs and into my room. “Take off your clothes and throw them in the trash.”
I didn’t hesitate knowing he meant business. In seconds I stood in front of him, naked. He opened the lock on the bottom drawer of the dresser and pulled out a pair of pink plastic pants. Knowing what he wanted, I took them from him. They were lined with soft flannel and the elastic hugged my legs and waist tightly when I slid them on, all the while under his watchful gaze.
“Now, go downstairs and get daddy’s paddle.”
I stumbled back from him. “I’m sorry.’
“Get my paddle,” he said, his voice a growl. “You need to understand who is the man around here.”
The walk down the stairs in my noisy plastic pants was humiliating, but worse was coming back up holding the heavy wooden paddle, knowing it would be soon used on my butt. I would have ran out the front door, except how far would I get wearing only plastic pants..
He had me pulled the plastic pants down around my ankles and lay over a padded chair, leaving my butt fully exposed to his strikes. I began to whimper in anticipation of the first blow.
“Open up,” he said as his pushed a rubber pen-s gag into my mouth. “Hold on to the chair.”
I’d never been spanked in my life and was not ready for the searing pain from the first strike. It was a good thing I had the pen-s filling my mouth for my screams might have been heard in the little town of Jonesburg, twenty miles away. After five strikes I lost control of my bladder, another humiliating moment.
His cell phone rang and I thought maybe I had been saved. But no, he said hello and put the person on mute. Quickly he tied my wrist to the chair, using shoestrings.
“Don’t move,” he commanded as he left the room to take his call, leaving me tied to a chair, gagged with a runner pen-s, plastic pants at my ankles and a butt on fire, to wait for his to return to resume this torture.
Part 6
He returned and resumed, sending me into a crying fit, muffled to whimpering with the pen-s jammed in my mouth. When he finished, I was spent and knew I never wanted him to spank me again.
Lying there, bound to the chair, I lowered my eyes as he came around to stand in front of me. Using the end of the paddle, he pushed up my chin until I was looking at him, my checks bulging from the pen-s filling my mouth.
“Are you ready to be daddy’s baby girl?”
All I could do was nod to answer him.
“You will use your diapers for everything. The potty is not for daddy’s little baby.”
Again I nodded, scared to death on the direction my life was headed. To never be allowed to use the bathroom except in diapers.
“You will always have something filling your mouth. I don’t want to catch it empty.”
From this position I was at his crotch level. I glanced down and saw the bulge in his sweat pants. He noticed my glance. “You want that don’t you sweetie? You want a real one instead of the rubber?”
I looked up at him. All I wanted was to turn back time to before I pulled on those plastic pants last night, before I suc-ked him off.
“Does baby want some more paddle?”
I shook my head.
“Does baby want to su-k daddy?”
I quickly nodded, even though I didn’t want to do that humiliating thing again, but I surely could not take anymore paddling.
First he went behind me and pulled up my lined plastic pants. Then he came around took out my gag. “Oh no, your mouth is empty,” he said as he quickly pulled down his pants and rammed his huge, rock hard pen-s into my mouth. I really couldn’t move, bound to the chair, so he did all the moving, slowly moving his c-ck inside my mouth. When he exploded, I could barely swallow it all. I never felt so degraded.
He left me tied to the chair for a bit, then he released me, but not before replacing the pen-s gag. On the bed a new pink diaper waited. It also had two inserts, or doublers I would soon learn. Patted the diapers for me. I waddled over, the plastic pants still bound at my ankles.
Part 7
Tears ran down my cheeks from the paddling and the humiliation of submissively climbing up on the bed and the waiting diapers. My pen-s seemed to have shriveled up inside me and I looked away, helplessly su-king on my gag, as he rubbed baby powder into me. When he pulled the diaper up between my legs I couldn’t believe the thickness. My legs were forced apart and I knew there was no way to hide my condition with pants.
It took Glenn several times to pin my diaper tightly, but when he finished, they fit perfectly. He exchanged my lined plastic pants with a pink pair with snaps.
He had me stand and gave me a hug, my head pressed against his hard chest. I happened to glance to the side and saw myself in a full-length mirror. My diapered butt seemed huge, making the rest of me look even smaller then I really was. The view also reminded me how much I looked like a child compared to Glenn.
“Daddy’s sorry he had to spank you but you need to know your old life is gone. “ He patted my plastic covered behind as he talked. Luckily the thick diaper protected my red skin. “You’ll learn that this is better for you. Daddy will protect you and take care of everything. You don’t even have to worry about going to the bathroom. “
I couldn’t believe what he was saying. This wasn’t some quirky game we played last night? He was going to make this a way of life for me, against my will. I should have known it was my size he wanted, but then I didn’t know until now that adults could be made into babies.
He released me and went to the closet. “I don’t have many little girl clothes yet.” He held out a pink satin blouse. I slide my arms in the sleeves and he buttoned up the back for me. The collar was Peter Pan and the length fell barely over the waist of my plastic pants. It reminded me of what a girl would wear to school. The satin felt nice against my skin and Glenn playfully pinched my nipples through the material.
Another demonstration of Glenn’s dominance was he didn’t let me walk downstairs. With ease, he lifted and carried me.
For breakfast he feed me a bottle of a milk drink. My jaws were sore from the gags, so su-king the bottle down was hard work. While I was suc-kling my breakfast, Glenn went into his first floor office to talk on the phone.
I should have made a run for it at that moment, but I didn’t. It was almost as if the diaper I wore had bound me to him.
Part 8
As Glenn talked in the other room, I couldn’t keep my hand from rubbing across the huge mound from plastic covered diaper. Hidden under that softness was my little pen-s, so buried I couldn’t feel my hand on the diaper. The only comfortable way for my legs was bending them at the knees and spread wide. I marveled at the amount of plastic between the leg holes and how the thick diaper was contained.
The su-king on the bottle made me drowsy and without even thinking to stop myself, I released my bladder, the warmth spreading and little streams running around my balls to puddle in the seat of the cloth. I had to admit it was kind of nice not having to bother to get up and go to the toilet, yet my calmness disappeared when Glenn came back into the room. He told me to hurry and finish my bottle, that we were going out.
I sat up, dropping my bottle. Okay, playing at this in the privacy of his home was humiliating enough, but I wasn’t going outside looking like some sissy wearing diapers. I’d probably get locked up and then a frightening thought came; what would happen to me dressed like this in jail.
I pleaded. I begged. Don’t take me outside. He said nothing, just walked over and picked up the wooden paddle. Now I really lost it. Like a child, I plumped to the floor, landing on my well-padded backside. I hung my head. My legs spread in front of me. The huge pink plastic pants billowing, that and my wet diaper reminding me of my submissive state. They made it hard for me to take a rebellious stand and I surely didn’t think I could take the paddling.
Like a child, I cried, tears splashing onto my plastic pants. Glenn tossed the paddle on the couch and squatted in front of me. He took his beefy hand and lifted my chin. “There is no reason to be afraid,” he told me. “We are going to someone who knows all about you. She’ll love the way you look and can help us move forward.”
I didn’t like the sound of moving forward. How long did he plan to keep up this play-acting?
“Are you going to stop crying and do what daddy says?” he asked.
Despite my wanting to be free, I nodded. It was just that dressed the way I was and him being so much stronger, I really felt like a child, like his little girl dressed in pink.