Tray: To be honest, no. At first I didnât know what the drink was that she was giving me except that it was all slimy because of the egg whites that she put in it along with some of the other stuff that she said were the secret ingredients. And as for knowing why, at first no; except that she said that I hadda drink it or get spanked if I didnât and she did: spank me that is.â
Sol. Dewey: âYesâŚgo on.â
Tray: âUhhhmm, welllll, Iâm standing here, where do you want me to go to?â
Sol. Dewey: âNo. What I mean is for you to continue and answer the second portion of my question which was except for her telling you that you had to did you know exactly why you were drinking it?â
Tray: âOhh yea, forgot that part. Well I remember she kept on reminding me the first couple of times of why I hadda do it was because she made it for me because of all the tests Iâd took: thatâs why. She told me that they turned out real good and were what she said the testers called âVery encouragingâ and that getting me into CAP was all that she and Jay had dreamed about since I was born and that it could all start to come true with me drinking what sheâd made for me. AndâŚwellâŚuhhh⌠her telling me that didnât make it taste any better âcause even after the first couple of tries Iâd spit it out. But later on it got to be o.k. I mean I got used to it so thatâs what I did: drank it.â
Sol. Dewey: âAnd for a period of how long prior to your letter of acceptance did you on a daily basis engage in drinking the âcoc-ktail?â
Tray: Geeez⌠âI donât know, a long time I guess.â
Sol. Dewey: âMs. Slidell, you may answer in lieu of Tray and be precise.â
C.S. Slidell: âYes your honor. I started him right after the results of his second evaluation were disclosedâŚwhich would make it forâŚsay about seven months before his formal acceptance which was around two years ago come July 7.â
Sol. Dewey: âThat would, by calculation be in excess of the mandatory four month continuous requirement and as such more than amply fulfills statute obligation. Ms. Slidell, while I still have your ear, I would inquire, at any point did you regret your actions? And I would remind you that your answer must be truthful. If you please, tell the court did you ever have any misgivings?â
C.S. Slidell: âYouâre Honor. I donât really know. I donât honestly think so. I mean, at first I was overjoyed that the test results for entry into the CAP program were so promising and honestly at first that is all IâŚI mean weâŚJay and meâŚever talked about. I mean we both knew what it would mean for the two of us and that weâd be so proud to have Tray be included in the program and be a part of it. ButâŚ.as for feeling bad about it, no, not ever. Why, how could I feel bad when at every opportunity I went out of my way to point out a CAP trainee or graduate that weâd pass on the street and tell him loud enough for everyone around us to hear that one day that is what he would be a real sissy boy? No, no misgivings especially at the beginning.
âBut I will tell you that when I had to paddle him to start with that I didnât really think that Iâd have my heart in it but weâd been going to the CAP pre-Admission Counseling Center for two weeks before he started and by the time that Orientation began I pretty well had it all sorted out. But silly me you know that. Anyway, right then and there, before Orientation Day, they told me right off that I might not want to really do what I had toâŚwhich was to blister his behind so good to start with for no reason that at some point not only wouldnât I mind but actually look forward to it. I didnât believe them at first but they were right. Looking back on it now it was worth the two weeks I spent before the actual program began learning how to really appreciate everything that CAP would do for âŚâ
Sol. Dewey: âExcuse me, Ms. Slidell, a moment please; explain to this panel how you came to understand the wisdom behind the revelation involving your actions. What was your moment of enlightenment?â
C.S. Slidell: âWhat?â
Sol. Dewey: âMs. Slidell, in your own words, how and when did you come to change your mind and as you claim âlook forward to it?â
C.S. Slidell: âOh, I see. You want me to tell you about our first day at the pre-Admission Counseling Center and then on Orientation Day?â
Sol. Dewey: âYes.â
C.S. Slidell: âShould I tell you everything or just leave out the parts that donât count?
Sol. Dewey: âMs. Slidell, the court will determine what is relevant, please; tell us everything, even the parts which you consider as not counting. Proceed.â
C.S. Slidell: âYes youâre Honor. Well, Iâ guess Iâll start with the âREVeMâ⌠you know that that means Robotic Electronically Verified Message right? Well of course you do. Anyhow, when it came⌠it ordered, I meanâŚasked usâŚto report to the eighth floor of this building no later than 8:30 A.M. on the date it gave us for a pre-admission orientation counseling session and to go directly on up to room 802 for what it called the âInitial Phase Reception and Processingâ which we did. Well we made it on time, me and Tray, just like it asked and when we got to the room one of the doormen asked me my last name and when I told him he said that we had to report right on over to the table market â âO â Sâ and we did. We waited in line for what seemed forever, I mean, there were hundreds of people all standing in lines all over the place waiting to give the person at some table at the head of the line that they were in their last name and let me tell you it was hot in there, you really ought to do something about it. Anyhow, we finally get there and this nice lady gives me and Tray a sealed envelope each and tells us that after reporting to our guest room to follow the directions in the envelope explicitly. You know she made a point of explaining what that word really meant, âexplicitly,â I mean, I do know what that means; it wasnât like I was stupid and she had to tell me because I was dumb right in front of everyone. I mean, your Honor, do I look dumb to you?
Sol. Dewey: âAhhm, ah, no, not at Ms. Slidell: not at all. Please, continue.â
C.S. Slidell: âWhy thank you youâre Honor. Anyway, like I was saying, with the help of an Usher we managed to find our way to Room 325 corridor H and just before we could enter the room the Usher told me and Tray to stop and for me to open the envelope I had and then to read what it said out loud, which I didâŚbut, well not at firstâŚ.because I wanted to read what it said before I said it out loud that is. It was a good thing too because right of the bat it told me and I remember this just the way it was written, and I could repeat it too but I brought it with me just like Mr. Sizemore told me to. See.â (Petitioner points) âHere it is right here on top of the papers in front of me, Iâll read it for you, it says: âMs. C.S. Slidellâ Isnât that something? You know it had my name on it right to start with thatâs why I said it, so it goes on with âWelcome to the CAP pre-Admission Orientation Session. We hope you will find this a pleasurable experience. Throughout the day, we at CAP will make every effort to acclimate you to your new and important responsibilities. We understand that this, will, in some instances, take time. As such, if, for any reason you feel uncomfortable all you need do is speak the following words âTime outâ at which then a ten minute intervention (break) will occur. After such, your training will resume. Of course, there may be a time when you wish to go no further, meaning you wish to forego the total CAP experience, and disassociate yourself from the program, if so, you have only to speak out loud the following words âI opt out.â Once you have so decided all activities which are either ongoing or intended will immediately cease. Moreover, your participation in the CAP program will be at an instantaneous end. Any expenses so incurred to date shall be promptly and personally attended to. Refusal to recompense will automatically subject you to immediate legal action through our managing and operating entity: The New Internal Revenue Service. It is important to understand, that we at CAP have gone to considerable lengths and expense in order to both identify your talents and then assist in your development. We recognize that sometimes errors are made but after careful consideration we believe you and your son to be the type of CAP candidates who will succeed. We only ask that you believe in us to help you. At this time, you may either pledge or withdraw without further legal obligation. To continue merely state to the IRS Usher the following words âI agree.â If, on the other hand, you desire to withdraw, please speak the words âI opt outâ directly to the Usher who is at this time, for the record, recording your voice. If your decision is to opt out, immediately tear this notice in half, then place the pieces back in the envelope and return the envelope to the IRS Usher who will then escort you and your son to the Accounting Department located on the twenty-third floor where reimbursement payments and fines, if any, can be arranged.â
âWell, I can tell you that I wasnât going to opt out and was afraid that when I read that part that the Usher would make a mistake and then âŚwellâŚthat was the mistake I was worried about right then. Youâre Honor, the second I said that I agreed the Usher told me to keep what Iâd read for my records and then gave me another envelope and told me to open it at the same time he said that Tray would open the one that that nice lady at the table downstairs gave him. Well we both opened them together and when I started to read mine is when Tray said out loud âHey, there ainât nothing on here after it tells me what Iâm not supposed to do. Only a bunch of room numbers with some times on them. So?â And thatâs when the Usher tells him âExcept for the room numbers and times all the cards for orientation trainees are the same and the reason is simple; thereâs nothing that you canât and will do here.â After that he told us both to look into the optical scanning device mounted on the wall by the door to the room. Tray went first because the Usher pushed him right up to it and then held his head still enough for it to speak out âSubmissive MaleâŚidentity number 456453. CAP ID Number 24450. Identity confirmed. Enter.â And right after that is when I went and held my head the same way and was identified after which it told me to enter too.
âIt was just after we got in the room is when the usher looked at me and asked if I understood what I was supposed to do? When I said yes he told me âThen you may begin.â
âWell, youâre honor, as you could imagine I was really nervous to start with. I mean, I even had trouble reading to myself let alone saying what it was that I was supposed to say because like I said, I liked to read what it was before I said it; anyhow, I have that exact same paper here and Iâll read what it said. It starts off with âBrood Mare 685365 Submissive Open-relationshipâŚOtherwise known as Cindy Simone Slidell. Congratulations on your very important decision. The next several days will be very important for your development and while at times you may find it difficult, we at CAP are certain that with dedication, you will succeed. In the next few minutes you will begin the process of orientation and in so doing will be on your way to increasing not only your innate talents but also your community standing. The pre-admission orientation process will last for five business days. Each day will begin with you and your CAP novitiate reporting to the room you are currently in precisely at 8:30 A.M. On the table you will find a work list: each item on that list, from first to last, entails the dayâs activities; including breaks and lunch. Some of these activities are quite simple and with little effort are easily completed. Other designated activities may at times test your resolve and as such may cause you to have doubts; remember, we are here to help you overcome those doubts. Of course, we are here to help you and because of that we recognize the need to pause and reflect; so at any time you desire, call for a time out. Please be advised that if you decide to take a time out that a counselor will through the intercom system help you work through your difficulty and of course if you decide that you cannot complete the task you may at any time opt out.
âTodayâs lessons are focused solely upon discipline. This morning we will deal with both its application and acceptance. This afternoon we shall investigate the more subtle aspects of command and control. We will begin todayâs orientation by having your charge fully undress. Please take note that the wall clock in your room contains a second hand which is controlled by the hand held device which you will find that has been placed on the table within your room. On that device are three color coded buttons: by pressing the green button you begin to time in seconds the initial response time to your command. Pressing the same green button again indicates the actual removal of one article of clothing. The red button will be pressed only when your charge is completely nude and standing at attention. Thus, the device will count both the number of seconds elapsed it takes your charge not only to react but to completely comply. For example, on completion of your voice command to disrobe immediately press the green button. You will press the green button once again immediately after one article is removed and the red only when the voice command has been completely satisfied. So the sequence to be followed is green, green, and lastly red. Example: voice command; then press green once. Upon removal of one article of clothing press green again. Important: do not end the session prematurely by pressing red until your charge is completely nude and standing in place at attention. (You may illustrate to your subject what will be acceptable prior to your voiced command.) CAP, not you, will penalize your charge for failure to promptly comply. You however, will, enforce CAPâs decision. For example: if it takes ten seconds for your charge to begin to disrobe, the standard CAP penalty incurred will read on your devices viewing screen as +10s. On the other hand if your charge immediately complies (within the first three seconds) there is no penalty. Please understand that your charge may not only delay but also question your command. If so, for each inquiry, it may add 10s each to the total. Be advised, all rooms are monitored and as such, all results are constantly reviewed. Lastly, during the process if your charge at any time becomes belligerent, swears, uses profanity or otherwise becomes unmanageable and refuses to comply donât worry. It is quite normal. Remember your hand held device? Of course you do, the third button, orange, is for you to use to seek help: if your charge uses profanity, becomes belligerent and/or refuses to comply you may press the orange button. Once you call, CAP stands ready to help. When you signal orange, your Usher, and if necessary others, will come to assist. After your charge has been restrained we trust in your ability to set the example. When ready, you may begin todayâs lesson by illustrating your command to stand at attention before ordering your charge to: âTake off all of your clothes: nowâ and remember: press the green button immediately after command and the red one once completed.
âWell, youâre Honor, after about ten or fifteen seconds thatâs what I did. I read it. Of course Tray looked surprised and didnât want to do what I told him to right away so after Iâd waited a couple of seconds more I told him again to âtake off all of your clothesâ which made him sortâa look at me all funny and say âHuh? What for?â Well, when we hit the thirty second mark it was then that I really yelled at him and thatâs when he started kicking off his shoes, followed by his shirt and then his socks. He hemmed and hawed some more before he took off his pants and about jumped out of his skin when I screamed at him to âtake off your underpants and do it now!â All in all it took over two minutes to get him there and thatâs when I heard the voice come over the intercom telling me real nice and easy âCindy Slidell, youâve done very well, please press the orange button on your device now.â I did and almost just like that that Usher came right back in and just as quick as can be hoisted Tray right on up off of his feet and carted him on over to what looked like a big heavy brown leather cushion about three feet tall and four feet long that was in the middle of the room and pushed him right on up against it like he really meant it. I mean, youâre Honor I thought that that cushion would be for sitting but no, it was what the CAP people told me was their âdiscipline horse.â
âYour Honor, later on in the day I found out that every room on that floor had one of them specially made horses and that each one of them had the same straps and fasteners hidden in the side pockets of every side that you could face or touch and that once strapped in that no one could get out of them. Well, thatâs how Tray wound up, face down, yelling and crying not more than forty five seconds after the Usher came in the room. There he was arms and legs spread and tied wide open like a big X and held all the closer to it with one big belt about six inches wide that went right over his back just above his hips. Well, no sooner had the usher finished trussing him up than he just turned around and left me alone in the room after telling me âDonât worry because this is all a normal start with most of the inductees; youâre doing fine.â It was just after he said that that the intercom chimed in and told me to go over to the desk and open the center drawer and to choose one of the six different paddles which were in there; which I did. Right after that it said for me to set it aside for a moment and then to open the lower right hand drawer and that if I was of a mind to, to pick out any one of the smaller devices and locking belts that I desired after which I was to walk on over to the initiate, show him what Iâd picked out and then Iâll always remember those words that âafter adequate lubrication to insert it and then pull the strap close and tightly and then fasten securely.â Youâre Honor, thatâs when I took my first time out.
âReally, thatâs when I wondered if I should or shouldnât do it; but the voice on the intercom was very nice and told me that just like me other CAP moms were now faced with the same dilemma as me and told me âCindyâŚlook at the wall screen pleaseâ and before I could say one word the viewing screen on the whole far wall just came to life and started showing me the exact same thing that I was looking at now; pictures of all the other novices who I guessed were on the same floor as us all fastened in place just like mine was and their CAP moms standing alongside them looking up at the same kind of wall screen in their room just like me and it was then I noticed that just over to the right that I had another one a whole lot smaller in my room. Well, that little one just showed me and Tray except for the fact that there was also a number twenty-five in pink flashing across its screen. I found out just a couple of seconds later when the intercom told me that that number I was seeing was the number of spanks that Tray had earned for misbehaving and that I was to administer each and every one of them.
âSure I thought about that but when I saw one of the moms say something to her charge and then just went ahead and shoved the long plug she was holding right into place, well thatâs when things started to happen because a couple of seconds later she had the belt for it secured and then yanked it up between his legs a whole lot tighter which made him go all stiff⌠in more ways than one that is. Anyway, after she picked up the paddle sheâd chosen and started to âŚwellâŚI canât say how many she gave her charge because the picture of her cut out and it was the same with each one of the rest of them that were on the screen. Once theyâd picked up a paddle and started to spank is when the picture would go out. Of course, I knew that each one of them was doing what they were supposed to do but it still made me feel uncomfortable but not enough to make me want to opt out: no, not at all. It took me a couple of minutes before I decided what to do and thatâs when I looked back into that bottom drawer and picked out another one not because I wanted to be mean or anything like that. Oh no your honor I just didnât want Tray to start cursing which would make it worse for him. No, I figured it out all by myself that heâd only start to yell and scream when I started to shove the first one up into his behind and fasten it in that I decided to head him off at the pass so to speak and got another one, a really nice realistic one that looked about an inch wider than his and just a wee bit longer than what his was. And yes when I showed it to him he almost start to say something but I beat him to it again and just like that, boom! I shoved it right in and held it there with my left hand while I circled back around him, pulled tight and then buckled it down behind his head. A couple of minutes later I had his rear end plugged and gave him the twenty-five spanks he had earned. I thought I did a good job to start with but after Iâd finished the intercom voice told me that I wasnât putting enough effort into spanking him on top of which that I wasnât supposed to have gagged him.
âWell your Honor, at that second I thought Iâd really screwed up but the voice on the intercom said that by me gagging him didnât let him understand how to keep quiet when he got spanked and that while âcrying and boohooing was o.k.â that they wanted the inductees to learn how to take a spanking and not complain about it. Well, thatâs what they said anyway and no sooner had the intercom finished telling me that, that Usher came right back in and told me that according to what had just happened that I went too light on giving the spanks and to take a good look at his bottom; which I did and saw it was just a little red. I guess I looked kindâa dumb and stupid because I didnât know then what I know now as far as how a good CAP spanking shouldâve looked to start with but he told me not to worry because almost everyone else did the same thing as me. All of us went easy of them and thatâs why they were switching inductees from CAP mom to CAP mom: so we could get used to spanking a CAP trainee the right way and not hold back. Later on that day after Tray had gone to each and every one of the rooms on his card was when I could tell what a really good spanking should look like. Iâll admit he wasnât too happy about it and was still crying when we met back in the same room at the end of the day and when I asked him why he was still crying , he said it was because he had talked back and cursed at the last CAP mom and that not only had she given him more swats than he could count but that she had also gone and replaced the plug that Iâd used with one that was a whole lot longer and wider: which made him walk kindâa funny. It was then he told me that she said that he was supposed to give me the key to unlock it whenever I felt like it but that he had to be wearing it when he reported back in the morning. Right then and there he asked me if I could unlock it when we got back to our unit. And that was the end of our first day of pre-orientation.â
Sol. Dewy: âUhh, yes. But for the record, Ms. Slidell, what was your decision?â
C.S. Slidell: âWhy youâre Honor it was to continue on with the program. That was my moment of enlightenment.â
Sol. Dewey: âHow so?â
C.S. Slidell: âWhy youâre Honor. I could have unlocked it as soon as we returned to our unit but didnât. You see, it was after he asked me for the third time just as we were walking out the front doors to unlock it when we got home. Right there I decided that I had enough for the day. Right there I told him loud enough for everyone who was walking by us to hear me tell him âNo. I will not unlock your device when we get home and I will not unlock it before you sit down to eat dinner either. In fact I donât care if it makes you feel uncomfortable because you deserve it and if you ever ever talk back to another CAP mother again you wonât believe how uncomfortable Iâll make youâll feel after she gets through with you. In fact, I am so mad at you that Iâve decided, right now, you can go to sleep with it. Now ask me again and see what happens.â So you see your Honor I admit that at first I was shy but at end of the day ⌠well ⌠I looked forward to be a CAP mother.
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