PART 66
Incredulous at this turn of events, Josh just gawked as he watched Justin’s mother shepherd him away. Worry crept into his own thoughts. His own mother seemed to be enjoying all this petticoating very much—perhaps even more than he’d realized up until now. Not for the first time this week, Josh suspected that his new journey in dresses was no longer just about him alone—it was, in some important ways, becoming a shared experience. The choice to start his journey into girlishness had certainly been his, but there was no question that his mother seemed delighted with his decision!
The sissified teenager felt the unwelcome tingling in his rhumba panties again as they all sat back down to continue with High Tea. As if they had read Josh’s mind, Gwendolyn and the other ladies began to discuss the differences between Justin’s predicament and Josh’s situation. Sheepishly seated between his mother and Miss Andrea, Josh looked like the very picture of a storybook sissy boy in his immaculate Little Lord Fauntleroy suit, his curls bouncing gaily and his cheeks still sweetly tinged pink.
Mrs. Smyth, ever observant, commented, “You know, you can put a child in the prettiest frock, but it’s clear Justin is still just a boy in a dress.” She added, “He’s like a grumpy baby with all that pouting and fidgeting. Unlike Josh here, the gentle spirit just isn’t in him yet.” Her words were a recognition that Justin’s transformation was something done to him, not something he had chosen. She then turned to Josh and addressed him in a sweet tone, “On the other hand, Josh dear, it does my heart good to see you sitting so nicely in your beautiful Fauntleroy outfit and behaving just as you should!” The other ladies offered murmurs of agreement, their smiles tinged with understanding.
Miss Andrea concurred, “It’s true. It’s charming to see Josh here so adorably dolled up in his little suit for tea time, so polite and sweet!” As she spoke, she softly patted Josh’s hand with reassuring fondness as if he were a toddler. This only made the sissified teen’s cheeks flush pinker. She continued, “As darling as he is, Justin’s just not ready to embrace his situation.” Something seemed to catch her eye, and she giggled, “at least not yet anyway!” Then, pointing discreetly across the room, she said “Look at him over there.”
All their eyes turned to a table on the other side of the room where Justin was perched primly upright on the absolute edge of his chair like a delicate caged canary. His fastidiously arranged bustle and petticoats occupied most of the chair seat behind him, and his lap was buried under a buoyant mass of rustling skirts, frills and satin. They all watched as he took a timid sip of tea under his mother’s watchful eye. While Samantha wore a huge grin, the look of misery on Justin’s face was obvious even from across the room. After another moment, Josh felt everyone’s attention return to him.
Even Kathy giggled and got into the act. She spoke lovingly to him as though he were her little sister, “I’m so happy to have my sweet brother back again, Joshy! And you are so cute in your suit with those springy curls and rosy cheeks!”
Taking all this in, Gwendolyn settled her focus back on Josh. She spoke in a loving but resolute tone, “That’s right. My sweet Josh here is on a different path.” Then, with gentle encouragement, she continued, “Josh, what makes your journey so special is that you had the courage to choose the pretty things, the frills and the lace all by yourself.” Addressing her son directly, she added, “Once you were honest with yourself, you realized you were meant to be Mommy’s little angel! Isn’t that right sweetheart?” She paused for a moment, her eyes warm and tender as she waited for Josh’s response.