Chapter 13. Friendly Persuasion.
As he followed the corridor, clutching his little backpack in his arms, the object of many surprised stares and undisguised mirth, his anxiety increased. He hesitated at the classroom door. Miss Waters hadnât yet arrived. There was a hubbub of conversation within. He peered into the room. He couldnât see Nikki anywhere. He wasnât sure whether to go in, or to wait outside for her. One of the girls, checking to see whether the teacher had arrived, caught sight of him hovering uncertainly in the corridor, and immediately alerted her friends. The news spread quickly, the conversation ceased, and was replaced by excited whisperings punctuated by suppressed giggles. Poor Philip turned bright red once again, and for a moment thought of throwing down his bag and making a run for it. Fortunately for him, at that moment Miss Waters came round the corner.
âPhilip! Good afternoon.â She approached. âYou should have gone in and met the girls. Never mind. Come on â Iâll introduce you.â
She took him by the arm and led him into the room. The desks were arranged in four rows of five. The girls immediately became quiet and resumed their seats. Miss Waters was young, inexperienced, and rather naĂŻve; it was the strictness of the headmistress that enforced discipline at Caroline Norton.
âGirls! Iâd like you to meet our newest pupil, Philip Timothy. Philip will be joining us for the rest of the year. Please embrace him into the class and make him feel at home.â
Philip, cheeks still burning, surveyed the rows of faces, their expressions ranging from shock to amusement. There was a moment of silence, before a girl in the second row shouted gleefully, âHello, Philip!â â and then the rest followed. There were a couple of muted wolf whistles from the back. Philip forced a smile, fidgeted uncomfortably, and in his confusion dropped his backpack, spilling his pencils onto the floor, and provoking a burst of laughter. He heard one girl say, âmy little sisterâs got the same one!â As he scrabbled to collect his property, Miss Waters addressed her pupils, doing her best to look dangerous.
âNow girls, quiet please. Itâs not funny. If I have any more stupidity, Iâll be handing out lines. Yes, Rebecca, Iâm talking to you.â
At this point, in sidled Nikki. She stopped, glanced at Philip, down on his knees at the front of the class, gave a smirk of amusement, and walked casually to her desk next to the corridor. Miss Waters said nothing. It appeared Nikki had some sort of protected status.
âPhilip,â she continued, quietly, âif youâd like to go and sit next to NikkiâŚ. Then weâll get on. Please see me if thereâs anything I can help you with.â
Philip made his way over to his desk, at the left-hand end of the second row. Nikki shifted up against the wall, and he seated himself on her outside, carefully holding down his skirt as he did so. He could feel a dozen pairs of eyes riveted on him. He kept his on his desk. Miss Waters took registration. There were two afternoon lessons, and that day Philip didnât have to move to another room. Nikki left for the last period, however. He wasnât sorry to see her go. She had ignored him completely up till then, playing with her phone most of the time. Her place was taken by a girl with soft brown eyes and a pleasant face, who introduced herself as Carol and shook his hand. She behaved towards him with such delightful normality that, by the end of school, he felt much more cheerful, and was reassured he had also made a good friend.
It transpired that Carol was studying two of the same subjects as he, namely Maths and Biology, so they got to see each other quite a lot that first week. He decided heâd have to confine his relationship with her to school however. Even if she was just a friend, he knew Tina wouldnât tolerate another young woman in the house. In any case, there was no hint of anything more than friendship between them. But she felt like an ally in a not altogether friendly environment.
However, as the week progressed things seemed to improve. Most of the girls in U.1 came to accept him and behave towards him as just another pupil. Notable amongst the exceptions was Rebecca â the girl that Miss Waters had rebuked â and her friend Valerie. But he decided to ignore them. By Friday, despite his domestic duties and demanding routine, he was enjoying his new life.
âDonât forget Sally will be here in the morning, Philip,â reminded his aunt.
âI havenât forgotten, aunt. I think I know whatâs in store for me, too.â
Sure enough, Sally Buttons had an appointment with the remainder of Philipâs body hair, which was efficiently removed with a combination of wax, electrolysis, and depilatory preparations. The process left him feeling like an overpopulated pin-cushion, and he was quite thankful when she reverted to his eyebrows. After her work was completed for the day, she stood back to admire him.
âThatâll do you for the time beinâ, Philip. You look bloody great! Donât it feel nice, beinâ so smooth and pretty?â
âI guess it will, when the pain goes away.â
She looked thoughtful. âYouâve got potential, you know? You could make a really attractive girl, you could. Why donât you let meâŚyou knowâŚjust a low dose. Something mild, darlinâ. Thereâs a huge range of stuff out there. Properly managed, there ainât no risksâŚâ
âNo thank you, Sally. No. I like myself the way I am.â
âWell, if you change yer mind⌠You neednât worry about Tina. I âad a chat to âer last week. She seemed to quite like the idea. Iâll be over next week, anyway, for a check-up.â
After she had gone, Philip took a long look at himself in the mirror. It looks weird, he thought. He stroked his skin. But it is quite a nice feeling, itâs true. Sort of clean. He dressed in his maidâs uniform with more enthusiasm than usual. He was beginning really to feel the part now.
Monday started off a good day. He was with Carol for two double lessons. That chatted quietly, and helped each other with their work. She suggested he join the drama group, of which she was a member. He promised to give it a try. He was already reviewing all the societies to see which ones he might like to get involved in. So it was in quite a cheerful frame of mind that he crossed the playground that afternoon after school had finished, and headed for the gate. He could see a little knot of four girls gathered there. And wasnât that Nikki, walking away? Yes. What was she doing with them? They seemed to be looking in his direction. That was Rebecca and Valerie. The others he thought were from the lower year. He tried to ignore them, but as he came level, one of them called out to him.
âOi! You! Philip!â
He stopped and turned to them. The one who had addressed him, a smallish girl with an impish face and spiteful-looking eyes, he didnât recognise. The fourth, a blonde with a single long plait and ice-blue eyes, was also a stranger. Rebecca and Valerie stood behind them, malicious smiles on their faces.
âYes?â
Then Rebecca spoke. She was a solid girl, with brown hair, a round face, and full lips. In class, she sat right at the back, next to Valerie.
ââOo dâyou fink you are?â
âIâm sorry?â
âWhy are you âere? What you doinâ in a girlsâ school? And in a girlâs uniform?â
âI understood itâs not just a girlsâ school. Boys can come here too.â
âOoh, you âunderstoodâ, did you? Posh little twat!â
âIâm not posh. If you donât like the way I speak, thatâs your problem. I didnât ask you to speak to me.â
Then the blonde piped up.
âYou donât have a right to dress like us. You should wear boysâ clothes. You look stupid.â
âWho are you?â
âIâm Freida. L.1. All my friends think youâre just a big sissy. You better watch out, kid.â
âPhilip laughed. âWho are you calling âkidâ? Youâre a year younger than me. I donât give a crap what you or any of your friends think.â
He went to pass on, but the girl who had first spoken jumped in front of him.
âYou donât get it, do you? Weâve had a meeting, see? Any new kid at this school has to be vetted by us before they get to flounce around like theyâve bin here all their lives. You come here, pretending to be like us, but the truth is youâre just a sissy, and youâve got less right to be here than any of us. If youâve really got balls â and I doubt it â prove it. Instead of hiding behind all that makeup and that long skirt, wear your summer one, like us. And your socks. I bet you wonât, cos youâre a wimp.â
âYeah,â chorused the others, gleefully.
Philip frowned. âIâll wear what I want. Itâs all part of the uniform.â
âYouâre scared, arenât you? Wimp! Weâll get you if you donât, anyway. You wonât be so coc-ky then!â And giving Philip a shove, she led her friends away along the road.
Philip stared after them. âIdiots,â he murmured, though he was feeling slightly anxious. âWhat can they doâŚ?â
He felt a touch on his shoulder. It was a tall girl who heâd noticed in U.2.
âHi. I heard all that. Donât worry. Which way are you going?â
âOhâŚI was going to walk⌠Itâs that way, back towards Dayton.â
âCan I walk with you part of the way?â
âSure.â
âIâm Olivia. Youâre Philip, arenât you?â Philip nodded. They started walking side by side.
âWho was that short girl? The ringleader?â
âThat was Sadie. L.1. She and her little gang like to terrorise freshers, thatâs all. I donât know how they get away with it.â
Philip looked across at her. He noticed she was wearing a little red lapel badge.
âYouâre a prefect?â
âI am.â
âHow many prefects are there?
âFour. Not many. Weâre supposed to keep an eye on stuff like this, but whenever we do report something â or someone â nothing seems to get done about it. Thereâs a little gang of them, about six or eight. They get away with murder. If you donât do what they say, youâll find theyâll get you somehow. Glue on your seat, paint in your desk all over your stuff, things like that. One girl who defied them got stripped down to her panties and socks and chained to the school railings earlier this year. She refused to say who did it.â
âWhy?â
âIâm not sure. I donât think she even told her parents. It all just blew over. I get the impression the head doesnât want to know, or sheâs protecting the perpetrators, or something. Itâs strange. Even us prefects feel weâre purely a token presence.â
âSo what do you think I should do?â
âYou want my honest opinion?â
âYes.â
âIâd like to tell you to report it. But honestly, itâs only a little thing. Maybe just do it, and hope theyâll leave you alone. At least, till youâre feeling a bit more confident and youâve made some more friends â got some backup.â
âOkay, Olivia. Thanks for your advice.â
âNo problem. I have to go this way. See you tomorrow.â
âYeah. In my little skirt! Maybe!â
They laughed and parted.