By lunchtime, he couldnât take the boredom and looking out at the other children playing any longer. âMum I want to go out in the garden.â He was looking down at the floor as he said it. He realised the implications. He would need to look convincingly like a girl. His stomach was churning at the idea.
His mother decided that the princess wigs were too fancy but the Dorothy one was reasonably plausible. She tied yellow ribbons to the ends of the pig tails to match his dress. He had to decide did he want to wear frilly ankle socks or white tights. He stood looking gloomily at both unable to decide which were least mortifying. In the end his mother convinced him that it was still a bit chilly in March so he should wear the tights. She also insisted that the yellow panties with the frills had to be worn over the tights. A pair of black Mary Janes were found that fit him.
His mother stood back and studied her son in the yellow dress with lacey frills over the shoulders, the wig with pigtails tied with yellow ribbons, the white tights and Mary Janes. The flared dress fell about four inches above his knees.
âI know you are sixteen but it might be better to say that youâre âŚ.â, she thought about it. A sixteen year old girl wouldnât be seen dead dressed like that these days, she knew. What was the youngest age he could get away with? â⌠thirteen?â Joe looked wounded but a glance in the mirror was enough to convince him she was right.
âCome along then.â He really had a sick feeling in his stomach now. He was about to walk out into the back garden in a sissy dress, tights and pigtails! He could hear the football against the wall and the girl chanting a skipping rhyme. But he couldnât stay indoors any longer with nothing boyish to do anyway.
His mother opened the back door and stood back for him to walk out. He swallowed hard and went out the door to the top of the steps down to the garden. The wind fluttered his short dress. He clutched the skirt nervously. âIf you look panicked like that, they will be suspiciousâ, his mother warned him. âTry to look more confident and happy.â She was right. He gave a wan smile and went down the steps.
The boy next door saw him. âHey!â Joe forced a smile. âHey!â He could see the boy looking him up and down unimpressed, no doubt thinking what a sissy girl. If he knew! âIâm Barry.â âJoe ⌠sephine.â Joe nearly choked on the name.
âThereâs a ball of mine went over the wall earlier. Could you kick it back please?â Joe saw it at the foot of the fence on the other side. âSure.â He walked over trying to look as convincing as possible, bent over and picked it up. He turned to see a wide smirk on the boyâs face. âNo kicking a ball in that pretty dress and tights!â his mother warned from the door. Joe cringed. He went to throw the ball over the fence but in his awkwardness in the short dress made a pathetic throw which bounced off the fence and back behind him. Barry threw his eyes up. What a typically pathetic girl! Canât even throw a ball properly.
Joe bent over and picked up the ball again. Barryâs unimpressed look had been replaced by a grin again. This time Joe managed to throw the ball over. His mother walked behind him. âYou need to be more careful about bending over in that dressâ, she whispered. Joe stood there mortified. Those frilly panties!
âHello!â his mother called to the girl on the other side. âWhatâs your name?â âHi Iâm Jenny.â Barry had gone back to kicking his ball against the wall, clearly having decided that this sissy girl was going to be no fun.
âThis is Josephineâ, his mother introduced him. âHi.â The girl waved. âDo you like skipping?â she asked. Joe shook his head. The girl was disappointed. His mother went back into the house. âHow old are you?â the girl asked, looking pointedly at his frilly dress, tights and pigtails. âThirteen.â That seemed to satisfy her though she undoubtedly still thought the clothes looked childish for that age. âIâm staying with my grannyâ, Joe added for something to fill the silence. âOhâ, the girl nodded. She reckoned that probably explained the sissy clothes. Joe couldnât help eyeing her jeans enviously.
His mother came out again carrying two boxes, one on top of the other. She placed them on the patio. One was filled with dolls and the other with dollsâ clothes. âWhy donât you show Jenny your dolls?â Joeâs jaw dropped. His mother gave him an insistent look. âMaybe she can choose outfits for you to dress them in?â Joe was speechless.
âOKâ Jenny responded, not particularly enthusiastically. It was clear that she thought dolls were silly but it was something to do if this girl wanted to. His mother handed him the largest doll which was in a pink gingham dress. âWhatâs her name?â Jenny asked. Joe wanted to die but had to think of something. âJill.â âI think sheâd look nice in that green dressâ, Jenny suggested but it sounded like she was just humouring him.
Joe tried to smile and glare at his mother at the same time while starting to undress his doll. She smirked and went back to the house leaving them with the large selection of dolls and outfits which she reckoned would probably keep them amused for hours.
He bent over and picked up the green dress from the box. There was a snigger behind him. He froze and winced. He really was going to have to remember not to bend over!