XIII On the Beach
Simon retreated a pace, but the girls took one hand each, and dragged him up the stairs. In a moment, he found himself out in the street.
“Now don’t start getting embarrassed. We’re all three in uniform. You’re no different from us. Everyone’s going to assume you’re a girl, all right? Now we’re going to let go of your hands. Walk between us… And look confident, for goodness’ sake! If you want to give yourself away, just keep looking nervous like that.”
“Suppose we meet one of my friends…?”
“Don’t worry,” grinned Sinead. “In the skirt you’re wearing, they won’t be looking at your face!”
They went to the corner shop to buy some milk. “Hello, girls!” called the lady at the counter when they came in. She liked the girls from St. Agatha’s; always polite and well-behaved. They made Simon pay, and she didn’t bat an eyelid. Called him “love”.
“See? If she’d thought you were a boy, she’d have called you “sweetie”.
Simon was astonished. He’d never thought of himself as girlish-looking. But he caught sight of himself in a shop window, and the truth began to dawn.
They went into the post office, and the girls made him buy a book of stamps. He was treated, like most of the customers, with bored indifference. Then they went for a walk in the park. They actually passed a group of boys from Simon’s school, whose lecherous glances assured him they were seen only as three girls. His heart began to pound. Possibilities were opening up, things he’d never dared to dream of… Then they headed home. By this time, Florence’s parents were back. They turned to greet the girls as they walked into the lounge.
“Hi Sinead! Haven’t seen you for a while,” smiled Florence’s mother.
“And whose this, Florence? A new recruit to the club?” laughed her father.
“Oh, this is Simone.” She nudged him.
“Oh…hi…”
“Hi Simone. Have you seen Florence’s new room?”
“Y-yes…yes, I have…”
“Don’t let her lead you astray, will you? Goodness knows what goes on down there!” joked her mother.
“Anyway, we have to have a meeting,” said Florence. “Urgent business, mum. Don’t worry about supper. We’ll look after ourselves.”
“Well…actually, Florence, I was about to tell you… We’ve been invited out to dinner. We may be late back, so I’ve asked Bella to come over.”
“Oh, really? But Susie’s staying over at Harriet’s, right?”
“Yes, that’s right.”
“Mum, we’re fourteen!”
“Yes, but…well, you know, I just feel happier if…there’s an adult here…”
“An adult? Well, why have you asked Bella, then?” said Florence, sarcastically.
“Well, she is seventeen, you know, and…”
“You’ve explained the new protocol to her, I hope? No trespassers below stairs.”
“Well, not yet. But I will, of course, as soon as she gets here.”
“Don’t forget. Come on, girls.”
They filed through the little door, and Florence locked it behind her. They trooped down the stairs.
“Well? Convinced?” asked Florence.
“Maybe…it’s weird…”
“Weird? You have no idea, do you Sim?”
“No idea…?”
“No idea what a pretty face you have…”
“Oh…” Simon quickly changed the subject, despite a little thrill of pleasure. “Florence, who’s Bella?”
“Ah. Bella. The babysitter. Or used to be. You may remember her. She babysat you and Susie a couple of times. These days I thought she was just for Susie. Who is she? She’s a fu…”
“Don’t say it, Flo,” interrupted Sinead.
“No. You’re right. She’s…how can I put it? A nosey, self-absorbed, exhibitionist tart? Does that about cover it, Sinead?”
“Pretty much. Anyway, Simon would be a bit too young for her taste, I think.”
“I hope so. But she’s not getting to see him, anyway.” She turned to Simon. “Now, young lady. We’re all going to the beach. Get that uniform off and put your swimsuit on. The pink one first. Go on, off you go. I have to prepare the paddling pool, and get the camera set up.”
They sent Simon to the bathroom to change. Then Florence pulled a deflated plastic kids’ pool out from the bottom of the wardrobe, and began to inflate it with a foot pump, while Sinead filled a bucket at the sink. By the time Simon reappeared it was half full.
He skulked by the bathroom room, hands clasped discreetly in front of him.
“You took your time,” said Florence. “Does it fit?”
Simon squirmed in reply, but said nothing.
“I can see it fits perfectly. Alison knows her job all right.”
“Simmy, we want a few photos as you are, first of all,” said Sinead. “Then you’ll get wet, and we’ll do some more. Come on now, into the sand pit.”
He climbed in, reluctantly, and looked back over his shoulder. Florence was adjusting the camera and tripod. Sinead turned on the floodlight.
“Ooh, it’s good, Flo. It looks like sunshine.”
Simon was blinking in the bright light. He turned around to face the camera.
“Pick up the bucket and spade, darling,” Sinead instructed him.
As he did so, Florence noticed with satisfaction that the skimpy little swimsuit left no doubt about his real gender. The little pleated yellow wings on the legs served to focus attention on the critical area.
“Good. Perfect. Now smile….”
After the first session, Simon was told to splash about in the pool, until he was wet all over. Then the photos and videos resumed. He really looked very sweet, despite his occasional frowns of embarrassment, especially with the sand coating his legs and bottom, and the wet, semi-transparent, swimsuit clinging to him, showing off his boyish charms to great advantage. But to Florence’s delight, he slowly lost his self-consciousness, and played in the sand innocently enough, genuinely having fun, and every now and then grinning at her cheekily.
“He’s so cute,” whispered Florence. “What a pity he doesn’t have a little playmate.”
“Oh gosh, Flo, wouldn’t that be the best? Jack or William or someone. But we’d never get one of them into girls’ clothes.”
“Hmm. Maybe not…”
But the fantasy was suddenly dismissed by a loud knocking at the door.
“Florence? What are you doing down there?”
Simon froze, looking alarmed.
“Don’t worry, darling,” sighed Florence. “It’s only that bitch Bella. Stay where you are. I’ll go and sort her out.”
She ran up the stairs to the door.
“What do you want, Bella? We’re busy down here.”
There was a pause. “There’s someone at the door.”
“Someone at the door? Who?”
“They want you.”
“Who are they. Oh, shit. All right.”
She unlocked the door and opened it. Bella burst in, pushing her aside. “What’s going on down here?”
“What the fuc-k?” cried Florence, furious. “Is there someone at the door or not?”
“Only me, darling,” smirked Bella. “I just wanted to see what you get up to in your private room. I am supposed to be baby-sitting you, after all.”
Florence was seething. “Didn’t my parents tell you we weren’t to be disturbed?”
“They did. That’s what made me so suspicious.” She caught sight of Simon. “Who’s that…is that a boy?”
“Just get out, Bella, or I’ll tell my mum, and you’ll never work here again!”
But Bella was staring at the figure in the sandbox. “Is that your brother, Sinead? Why is he dressed in a girl’s swimsuit? And he’s all wet. Oh, you’re having a photo session...I see...”
“It’s none of your business, Bella. Now get out!”
“All right, if you say so. You won’t mind if I tell your parents what I saw here, I’m sure. Bye then…” And she made as if to go.
“Hold on. Why would you tell my parents?”
“No reason. Just think they might be interested…”
Florence sighed. “What do you want? Money?”
“Money? I’ve got money. Let me watch, that’s all. Let me watch what you’re doing, and I promise I won’t tell anyone.”
Florence looked at Sinead. Sinead shrugged. There wasn’t really a choice.
“All right. Come in. It’s all quite innocent. But I guess you can watch. We’re pretty much finished anyway.”
“Thanks, Florence.”
Florence took her by the arm and whispered in her ear. “But listen. Don’t you dare laugh at him. He enjoys dressing up as a girl, and we’re trying to reassure him it’s okay. Understand?”
“Perfectly. You’re reassuring him, and having a little bit of fun at the same time, right? Don’t worry, I won’t spoil your games. He looks far too cute just as he is…”