It was a cold winter day. Outside the bifold doors in the kitchen I could see the snow gently falling, filling the patio and making everything magical. I was in my fresh diaper with a cozy long sleeved dress over my white pantyhose. Mommy was on her cell and I was trying to count the number of spots on a large toy ladybird.
I remembered when my mommy, was Rachel my wife. When we had fun together, when we went to dinner parties and went home to hot sex. I say "hot" but she was always on top and I was too tiny to satisfy. I kidded myself that it would get better, but the more I tried the more humiliated I got. She began to see other men, big men, sexy young men, men who could fill her pussy and make her scream with pleasure. She didn't lie, she told me what she was doing. She even got me to clean and detail their trucks whilst she was with them. I was soon banished to what became the nursery. I was happier as a baby girl, and she was and is happier with me as a baby.
"Yes, I know what you are saying, but it is so drastic, over the top. No, no I don't think so. Chloe is so happy now. Ok, I'll think about it. It seems so, you know, drastic. Hold, on darling, my baby needs me. Talk later, ok?"
Mommy came over to me and picked me up. She sat me on her lap on the chesterfield and kissed the top of my head.
"Good girl. There, you look so cute in your winter dress. Is it snuggly, babe?"
"Wes mommy. Me warm. Me good girl."
Andrew, mommy's boyfriend has been suggesting that she gets me castrated. She hasn't said anything to me but when I am alone with him, that is what he has told me. I guessed the telephone conversation earlier was about that. I wasn't sure how I could ask mommy if it is true, and more importantly, will she agree it should be done. I just had to wait and see.
Mommy is working from home today as Kim, my nanny, has some shopping she needs to do as she starts college next Monday. Mommy often works from home when she has some thinking and planning to do. Victoria, Andrew's wife has visited unexpectedly for a chat and a coffee. I am sitting on Vicky's lap with my left hand delicately on her right breast.
"She is so cute, Rachel. Look she is touching my breast. Is she hungry, do you think?"
"No, she is just curious. She loves boobies. Silly girl. Did Andrew mention anything about what he wants me to do with Chloe?"
"I take it she doesn't know? No, he hasn't. I think it is way too much, what do you think?"
"it's not going to happen, Vicky. It's just Andrew being all "alpha". It's bullshit!"
"I agree. He does get a bit above himself. I wouldn't let him be alone in the house with her though."
"What do you mean? Is he dangerous?"
"He is very devious. If he had a spare hour he is not above taking Chloe to the clinic without you knowing."
"Really? Wow, thanks for the tip."
"I am serious. Be careful. He'll be all "Aww she is so cute. Can I take her to the park?" and before you know it the deed is done. I came round to warn you. By the way how is it going with him now it's not a big secret that you are seeing him. I mean a secret from me?"
"I'm sick of his controlling ways, to be honest. I may dump the fuc-king bastard, and soon."
"Really? I thought you were getting on ok. What happened?"
"You know how he is. He just likes to be the dominant one."
"I know, he is the same with me. Did anything happen to cause you to dump him? I am pleased, by the way."
"Oh, I did my make up, and had my black dress on and he comes in and says we are staying in to watch the USA play Canada at Ice Hockey. Can you believe it? I didn't even know it was on. So, there I am all dolled up, looking ok and he is in sweats shouting at the TV. He knows I hate fuc-king sport."
"Oh, I am so sorry. Can we still be friends?"
"Of course, we have fun don't we? It's ok if you want her to suc-k on you, you know?"
So it was that I kissed and suc-ked on Vicky's boob as she and mommy talked. I really like Vicky, she is funny and kind and she likes me kissing her boob. Mmmmmmmmm.
The next week, when Andrew comes round, mommy is wearing skinny jeans and a very big boyfriend jumper with no makeup. She looks stern and hard, and I know there is trouble ahead. I inderstood a little bit of the conversation mommy had with Vicky last week. I didn't know what Andrew wanted, but I understood that mommy wasn't going to let it happen and that she was going to dump him. I am very pleased.
"Hey babe, I thought I was taking you out to dinner, why aren't you ready?"
"Don't sit down, Andrew, you aren't stopping. It is over. I never want to see your stupid fuc-king arse like face again. Go and never come back!"
"What? Why? I thought we were tight, what happened?"
"My first priority is my baby girl. Chloe comes first. That disgusting thing you wanted to do to her is a deal breaker. No, don't sit down, weren't you listening? Get the fuc-k out!"
"But....but.....oh!"
"Yes, oh! Get out!"
That is how me and mommy became single again.
Mommy is so busy at work. She often brings home big files to read and make notes with for big important meetings the next day. Kim is wonderful and is so good to me. She has decided to go to the local college because it offers the best course for what she wants to do, to learn French and become an interpreter. She finds time to look after me in the mornings and mommy gets home early so that she can look after me in the late afternoon and evening. I play happily for her and don't make any fuss so that she can feed me, change me and settle me with a boobie cuddle and kiss before bedtime. She then can spend some time with the books before a glass of wine and some TV.
Kim's friends were frequent visitors and we all had fun together.
It was as if men were not needed. I knew it wouldn't last, but I enjoyed every minute of girl time together, it was blissful.