Chapter Three A Visit From Melissa
I slept the better part of the afternoon, despite the unfamiliar, awkward bulk between my legs and the crinkly vinyl waterproof mattress cover I was lying against.
In my dreams, Barbara was letting me kiss her wonderful big breasts, unbuttoning her tight top to reveal more and more of her soft, silky smooth skin. She smelled lovely and I luxuriated in her intoxicating closeness.
I woke up slowly and as I did, I found myself rubbing the front of my diapers with eager abandon. Once again, I found the combination of soft, comforting cotton to be more than I could stand, and in no time, I came explosively as visions of Barbara swam before my blurred, half closed eyes.
Like deja vu, once the rush of the orgasm had faded, I was crushed by shame. Here I was, fantasizing about my arch foe--a woman who had reduced me into a simpering, sissy baby girl! How low had I sunk? Yet, I was a helpless slave to my lustful desires. There was no denying Barbara's beauty and incredible sex appeal. How could anyone resist such a woman? Subconsciously, I realized it was just one more weapon in her arsenal that she used against weak willed guys like me. And I was completely defenseless against her!
Out of the corner of my eye, I saw the nursery room door open and recognized the hourglass silhouette of Barbara coming in.
"Hello Chrissie," she called out softly, "Is my little baby awake?"
"Uh-huh," I answered.
She turned on the light and came over to the crib, bending over to look in on me. I took the opportunity to stare down the front of her low cut top and I gaped at her magnificent boobs. Even having c-um so recently, I felt my little pen-is beginning to stiffen within my diapers.
"Chrissie? Did you finish your milk like I told you?" she asked suspiciously.
I had completely forgotten about it and bleated out a nervous 'oops' as she picked it up.
"You're a naughty little sissy!" she scolded me but I sensed she wasn't really angry, "I'm going to re-warm this and then you are to finish it immediately. I'll let you get away with this on this occasion but the next time is going to cost you a spanking."
I gulped hard as she strode out of the room, determined to avoid another blistering session with her paddle.
It wasn't long before she returned and after handing me the bottle, she unlocked my crib top and lowered the side rail. I wasted no time in nursing from the bottle and as she helped me up, she squeezed the thick seat of my diapers.
"Did mommy's baby wet her pampers?" she asked in a syrupy voice.
"Un-uh," I mumbled and I blushed nervously, hoping she wouldn't put her hand down the front and discover the big gooey wet spot from where I had c-um twice. That would be a sure way to end up taking another trip over her lap.
"Okay, well, we can wait on changing your diapers, let's find a pretty outfit for you to wear," she said eagerly as she took my hand and led me over to the closet.
I was amazed at all the frilly dresses and rompers she had, and I suspected some of them must have come from her store. Her hands stopped at a silky lilac colored dress and she pulled it out, putting up before me to see how it would look.
"Oh, that will be just darling, she exclaimed with great enthusiasm, "the purple in this dress goes just perfect with your baby blue eyes--you'll be just the prettiest little thing!"
I blushed in embarrassment and she helped me out of the sissy top I had worn for my nap. Holding my arms up dutifully, she brought the dress over my head and fitted it into place. It was made of soft, purplish-lilac silk material with a peter pan style collar and a white frilly bodice. Short puffy sleeves ended with elasticized delicate lace, causing them to billow out on either side of my shoulders and masking my boyish torso. The hem, which I soon discovered was extremely short, barely came down past the waistband of my diapers.
"These are all cut very short, so that diaper changes are much easier," she explained as she buttoned it up in back, "And they all have a secure tie string in back, which prevents any unauthorized removal--this dress will stay on until I decide to take it off."
I had to stand patiently while she fastened it up carefully, tying the back in a knot I knew I'd never be able to reach, never mind undo. Taking me back over to the crib, she sat me on the edge of the mattress while she went back to the dresser and retrieved some socks.
"Aren't these special?" she asked, "Look at the cute purple lace around the ankles and the little plastic pacifiers--they jingle like bells when you walk around."
I groaned inwardly, even as I did my best to finish the big bottle of warm milk. I hated milk, especially warm, but I knew better than to make an issue of it. Unfortunately, between having already drank quite a bit and c-umming twice, I was starting to feel a real need to pee. I wasn't about to use my diapers and I figured I could just wait until my mom came by for me. It shouldn't be long now, I reasoned.
After putting the frilly, purple trimmed anklets on me, Barbara knelt down to buckle a pair of glossy black Mary Janes onto my feet.
"You're going to be the cutest little baby girl ever!" she gushed proudly.
"I think the next item I need to get for you is a little purse," she said as she looked me over critically.
"Okay, I'm sure you're getting hungry--let's get you ready for dinner," she remarked as she stood me up.
Taking my hand, she led me down the hall and into her spacious kitchen. The fat diaper forced me to waddle and I was unaccustomed to feeling the slippery plastic bulk brushing against my inner thighs. The dress swished noisily and it made it impossible for me to forget I was dressed like a little baby girl.
Once we got into the kitchen, Barbara helped me up into a sturdy pink highchair, much bigger than a normal one and apparently made for someone of my size. As soon as I was seated, she removed the step I had used to get into the chair which left my feet swinging uselessly. There was a matching tray that she brought over and slid into the sides of the chair where it clicked with a locking sound. If I didn't already feel helpless with that, she began securing my wrists with two pink velcro straps.
"That's just so baby doesn't interfere with her feeding," she told me as she beeped my nose playfully.
With the tray against my abdomen and my wrists restrained against the sides, I was completely at her mercy.
"Now, we certainly don't want to mess up your pretty dress so here's a nice baby bib for you."
She came around behind me and tied a big plastic Dumbo bib around my neck, carefully smoothing it down over my chest.
"That's a good baby," she said, "now you're all ready for num-nums!"
She wasted no time in emptying several jars of baby food onto a green plastic divided plate and with a large spoon in hand, she brought it over and set it on the tray in front of me.
I started to squirm uncomfortably because my need to pee was getting more urgent and I wasn't sure how much longer I could hold it. At the same time, none of the slop she was about to feed me looked in the least bit appetizing and I wasn't looking forward to this meal.
"Here we go, Chrissie, din-din time!" she sang merrily.
Scooping up a big spoonful of something yellow, she brought it up to my lips but I blanched at the smell.
"Un-uh," I balked weakly.
"Open up Sissy, baby needs his veggies," she urged me.
I turned my head but she followed my lips with the heaping spoon of slop. I was keeping my lips pursed shut but then she pinched my nose with her free hand and held it closed, smiling down on me as she waited patiently. In no time at all, I gasped for breath and she rewarded me with the entire spoonful of pureed corn. Most of it got in, although some slopped on the side of my mouth. I nearly choked on the foul tasting glop but I managed to gulp it down nonetheless.
I wanted to wipe the food off the side of my mouth but I couldn't move my hands and Barbara was already bringing another heaping spoonful up to my face.
"Here comes the train...into the tunnel!" she sang in some sort of nursery song.
"Nooo--" I whimpered but she shoved it into my mouth anyway.
"MMRPHH," I gurgled and it was all I could do not to spit it out.
Barbara was ready with another spoonful, this time of a green colored food. I shook my head no but once again, she held my nose and forced it into my mouth. Half of it spilled down my chin and plopped onto the front of my bib.
"Oh, you're a messy eater," Barbara chided me.
Scooping up the slop from my bib, she combined it with another spoonful of something else and brought it up to my face.
"Open up Chrissie, this is good for you," she assured me confidently.
I was squirming in my seat, struggling to get away but the velcro straps kept me securely in place. On top of that, my bladder was aching and ready to burst. It was all I could do to fight Barbara's frenetic feeding pace but the need to pee was becoming even more critical. And everytime I opened my mouth enough to cry out, she filled it with more slop. By now, my chin and mouth were covered with different colors of baby food, yet she still kept bringing more to my lips. My stomach was turning somersaults and I felt queasy from the nasty food I was forced to gulp down.
I shook my head no but once again, she held my nose closed until I was forced to gasp for breath.
"Here you go!" she sang with a big smile as she poured another heaping spoonful of mashed peas into my open mouth.
Struggling helplessly against my bonds, I suddenly felt the dam burst. With a plaintive cry, I felt a strong surge of hot pee flooding into my diapers. I wriggled in place and cried out, only to have Barbara shove another spoonful of slop into my mouth, muffling my wail of desperation. Another strong surge followed the first, and the warm wetness spread rapidly across the front of my diaper. I sobbed in despair and gave up in defeat, capitulating to nature's call as millions of babies had done before me. My bladder had been holding a day's worth of pee and there was no stopping it now. After soaking the front of the thick cotton cloth of my diaper, the warm pee seeped back between my legs, quickly saturating my seat. More pee followed the beginning surge, creating a warm yellow puddle between my legs. In helpless frustration, I burst into tears, the food in my mouth spilling over my jaw and down my chin.
Barbara stopped momentarily to look down at me in sympathy.
"Awww, what's da matter Sweety?" she said in her cutsey baby's voice, "Is Cwissie having a bad day?"
The tears streaked down my cheeks and into the slop that was caked all over my face. My pee was still running strong and I feared it would leak out the sides and onto the seat of my highchair. Shifting in my chair, I felt the warm wet cloth squishing and clinging stubbornly to my bottom. I felt so babyish, having been forced to wet my diapers like an infant and I bawled uncontrollably.
Barbara lowered her head sideways and gazed at the darkened front of my diapers.
"Ahhh, I see," she beamed at me with a look of pride, "Mommy's little girl just wet her diapers!"
I shook my wrists in frustration but the velcro straps held me all too well.
With the palm of her hand, she placed it against the warm front of my diapers to feel my wetness.
"Oh my, you are quite the little wetter, aren't you?" she giggled, "I'm glad I triple diapered you, but don't worry Honey, those plastic panties will keep it all in.
"Tell you what," she suggested, "We'll finish up dinner and then I'll get you into a nice, fresh set of pampers, okay?"
Without responding, I just sat there and cried like a toddler. Ever since I had seen her, Barbara had been forcing me to her will and I was sick of it. I was so angry I wanted to scream and I hated myself for crying but I couldn't seem to stop. Once started, I could no more stop my crying than I could my wetting.
Just then, the doorbell rang and I froze in position.
"You just stay right there," she said unnecessarily as she set the spoon and plate down on the tray, "I'll be right back."
I watched with trepidation as she sauntered off, her sexy bottom sashaying and her high heels clicking across the hardwood floor as she went to the front door. I was terrified of being seen like this and I kicked my feet helplessly as I struggled in futility to free myself. What was I going to do if someone saw me like this? With my soaking wet diapers, baby food caked face, and the fact that I'd obviously been crying, I looked no better than a crabby two year-old.
Opening the door, Barbara stood aside as she greeted her caller in a friendly voice.
"Hello Melissa!" she exclaimed as she gave her friend a big hug, "Come in, come in!"
I watched in horrified panic as a tall, raven haired woman stepped into the entranceway. She was quite a looker and she was dressed smartly as well. Black leather high heeled boots accented her skin tight pants showing off her fabulous physique. She had a white blouse, unbuttoned to the waist and underneath, what looked like a black corset that pushed her sexy breasts into two exciting mounds of feminine glory.
But right now, I sat cringing as she turned to face me, the look of disapproval plain to see on her pretty face. I had never felt more like a complete loser in all my life.
"I hope I haven't come by at a bad time," she said cautiously to Barbara.
"No, not at all! In fact, you're timing couldn't be better. Chrissie was just finishing up his dinner and he's already wet himself so I was just going to change him. I'll get him cleaned up before you start so it's a perfect time to get his measurements," she explained.
My face, already covered with colorful baby food, just turned another shade of deep red.
Melissa came over to get a better look at me and I sat there sniffling, puffy eyed, with slop caked all over my face. She shook her head at what she saw--a teen-aged guy wearing a dress and wet diaper who looked helpess without his mommy.
"What a sissy," was all she said as she shook her head.
"He certainly is," Barbara confirmed, "I knew right off when I first saw him he was either a panty thief or momma's boy. I was able to get some information from his mother and when I brought him over, I put him straight into diapers and baby clothes. I think this stage suits his immature, whiny personality the best--dressed like a two-year old toddler. No bras and panties for him--it'll be diapers and onesies from now on," she chuckled smugly.
I felt myself blushing all the way to my ears at her humiliating appraisal of me.
Melissa had crossed her slim, toned arms over her prominent bosom as she watched Barbara take a warm washcloth and wipe my face of food and the tears I'd cried. I was devastated to be seen like this and I kept my eyes on the floor, unable to look this tall, strong woman in the face.
When Barbara was finished and my bib had been removed, she undid the velcro straps around my arms and pulled out the locking tray in front of me.
"Come on Chrissie," she said brightly, "Let's go get those wet diapers changed."
She emphasized her point by giving my thickly diapered seat a slap which landed with a dull thud.
I trudged along behind her as she held my hand and led me back to the nursery, Melissa coming along behind us.
"D-does she hafta watch?" I whimpered in my pleading voice.
Barbara turned to look at me in surprise.
"Don't you worry your pretty little head about that, Sweety, you'll be seen by all my friends sooner or later so this is something you'll just have to get used to."
I pouted and stamped my feet in frustration over the unfairness of it all.
"There's no point in getting fussy, Chrissie--you can bet some of them will want to change you themselves, once they see you what a big baby you really are."
Sitting me down on the changing table, Barbara pushed the short lacey hem of my dress up my chest, further exposing my sopping wet diapers. I blushed hotly with shame as Melissa stared down at me hard, not a trace of sympathy to be found on her stern face.
With Barbara's long glossy fingernails, she reached into the clinging elastic waistband of my plastic panties and began tugging them down over the wet cotton cloth.
"As you can see, a big sissy wets quite a lot; I'm using triple thick diapers with a soaker pad for him which is just what he needs--that, and a good snug pair of plastic panties."
Melissa started fishing in her purse and she got out a pen and paper, along with a small measuring tape. I hadn't the slightest idea what she had in mind but to be honest, that was the last thing on my mind. Not only was this strange woman seeing me with wet diapers, she was also about to discover just how small my wiener was.
My pen-is had always been an acute source of embarrassment for me. It seemed that after about the second grade, it had just stopped growing and it was by any standards, tiny. While the rest of my body had grown more or less normally, my pen-is remained stunted and disproportionately small. I had always hoped that puberty would spur the growth somehow but so far, I hadn't seen any evidence of that.
I squirmed in embarrassment as Barbara unpinned the sides of my diaper and peeled the soaking wet cloth back.
"OH-MY-GOD," Melissa exclaimed in shock, "Is that thing real?"
Barbara stopped my changing as she burst into laughter, her hand coming to rest on her friend's shoulder as she shook with amusement.
"Yes, that's all there is," she said as soon as she could talk again, "Do you see what I meant about needing a custom device?"
"Oh my god yes," Melissa nodded her head, "I've never seen a pen-is that small! It must be an inch or so!"
Without waiting, she held her tape measure down next to my wilted, humiliated member, scrutinizing the size carefully.
"Yes, that'll be a total custom order for sure," she affirmed.
"Can you do it?" Barbara asked hopefully, "Even the Birdlocked Mini will be way too big for him."
"Oh yes, way too big," she agreed, "No, this one will be completely hand made to fit him."
I had no clue what they were talking about but I wished Barbara would finish and cover me back up. It was mortifying laying here while these two made fun of my diminutive wiener.
"What are you measuring for?" I asked uncertainly in a small, feeble voice.
Barbara just smiled down at me before taking my pacifier and pushing back it into my protesting mouth.
"There you are Sweety, this is just grown-up talk that doesn't concern you. You just suc-k on your paci."
I pouted in frustration and did as I was told, but I wished I knew what they were talking about.
"Do you shave his legs and crotch?" Melissa asked in wonder.
"No, not at all," Barbara laughed, "This is how he came to me, bald as a baby, even around his little package here."
I blushed hotly at her keen observation.
"His legs are so girlish," Melissa remarked disparagingly, "I thought maybe you'd waxed them or something."
Barbara giggled and shook her head as she removed the heavy wet diaper from underneath me, plopping it into a sturdy plastic bin.
Melissa took her tape and ran it around the base of my genitals, noting the figure on her pad.
"I'll have to get a measurement of him erect--can you do that?" she asked.
"Sure thing," Barbara replied and she picked up a bottle of baby lotion that was next to the changing table. Squeezing some in her hand, she began rubbing it gently around my shriveled, embarrassed pen-is.
"Do you like big breasts, Chrissie?" she said as she undid the uppermost button on her top.
I was extremely humiliated with what was taking place but as I stared at the perfectly round shapes of her sexy bosom, my wiener responded all too predictably. In no time, it was stiff and hard, throbbing within her soft, sensuous grip as she smiled down upon me.
I groaned with desire and yearning for a third orgasm even though a part of me was saying I should show some dignity to resist her.
"There you are," she said as she released my slick pen-is, "I think that's as big as it's going to get."
Melissa just shook her head in amazement.
"Unbelievable, it looks like a stubby crayon."
Afraid it would collapse without further stimulation, Melissa hurried to measure it with her tape, jotting down the last figure on her pad.
"Got it," she said with finality, "So, does he masturbate quite a lot then?"
I shook my head no and bleated out a muffled protest but they both ignored me as if I didn't exist.
"His mother told me he's a chronic masturbator, that's why I wanted to get this as soon as possible," Barbara informed her.
"Yes, he looks like a little masturbator, I'll bet he does it several times a day."
It was clear she thought of me as a nasty little perv and I blushed, shaking my head vigorously in disagreement.
"I'm sure of it," Barbara agreed, "Is there any way you can put a rush on that?"
"How about a week?" she responded, "This one is going to take longer than usual due to how tiny he is."
"I understand, do what you can," Barbara told her.
If only I knew what they were talking about!
Barbara had slid another tall stack of fresh diapers beneath me and she pinned them around my hips as they made small talk between themselves. I was totally forgotten as they laughed and talked about the men in their life--real men, they emphasized, and it made me jealous as hell to have to sit there getting my diapers changed like a toddler and act like I couldn't hear them.
Barbara finished my changing as she pulled a pair of soft pink plastic panties up my legs.
"Here you are, Chrissie, all diapered and ready for bed. I'll just get you some jammies to wear."
I whimpered around my pacifier and made it obvious my disapproval.
"No, it's 7:30 Chrissie. That's bedtime for sissies who wear diapers," she told me firmly.
Moving behind me, she began untying the knot she'd made earlier at the back of my dress and she pulled it over my head. After she hung it back up, she brought over a fuzzy white onesie with bunny designs decorating it. I fussed crankily as she worked it over my head and pulled it down over my chest and waist. It had a big row of pink ruffles around the elasticized waist with smaller matching ruffles around the leg openings. Reaching between my legs, she snapped closed the four metal snaps between the legs, making the soft fuzzy fabric cling snugly to my bulging diapers. Somehow, I found this babyish garment even more humiliating to be dressed in--maybe because it also signified my early bedtime and the crib I'd soon be sleeping in.
Catching sight of myself in the full length mirror, I couldn't believe how sissyish I looked. My fat diapers gave me a distinctive bell shape with the big ruffles looking like a sissy belt. My glossy mary janes only added further to the effect although Barbara soon removed them and put them away.
"I'm going to get you your bedtime bottle and then it's off to the crib for you, Missy," she said as she rose to her feet.
I chewed the fat rubber nipple that filled my mouth in acute frustration as Melissa ignored me and made a call on her cell phone, telling someone about the measurements she'd just taken. I was impatiently waiting for my mom who should have come over by now and I didn't understand what was taking her so long. If she didn't come over soon, I'd be in bed already and I was afraid she'd leave me here.
Melissa left without so much as a goodbye and while I thought she had a sexy body, I was very intimidated by her and was relieved to see her go.
Barbara soon returned with the bottle of warm milk and she guided me to my crib with stern admonitions to drink it all or I'd start off tomorrow with another sore bottom. As soon as the pacifier was out of my mouth, I began squealing for an end to this.
"When's my mom gonna come get me?" I whined, "I don't wanna play baby anymore."
Barbara was very patient and she sat me down on the edge of the crib mattress while she picked up the teddy bear that was lying there.
"Chrissie, it's time for you to face a few facts. Your mommy isn't coming to get you...not tonight, and not anytime in the future. We've talked about your behavior and it's been decided that you'll be staying with me from now on."
My jaw dropped open in shock as I tried to digest this devastating news.
"I know this must seem like a lot to take in one day, Chrissie, but believe me, it's all for the best," she continued.
I shook my head in disbelief as I struggled for words to say.
"I can see you're upset but there's nothing to worry about, Honey. Nothing at all. Because I'm going to make sure you're the cutest, best behaved little baby girl any mother could hope for.
"Don't you see how this is what you really need? We both know that deep inside, you're just a little sissy that's dying to get out. And I'm going to make that happen for you. You don't have to worry about being a tough little guy anymore, trying to act like something you're not and you don't have to be responsible anymore...I'm you're new mommy and I'm taking away all your responsibilities from now on.
"I've got lots of fun toys for you to play with, some cute dollies and coloring books, some big plastic building blocks and tomorrow, I'm getting a big playpen so you can play in the living room while I'm entertaining my girlfriends."
She told this to me like it was something I really wanted but it was all horrifying news to me. All this time, I had been waiting and counting on my mom to come rescue me from this domineering, controlling woman. I still couldn't believe she wasn't coming.
"But I don't want any of that!" I whined strenuously, "I'm not a baby and I don't wanna wear diapers anymore."
Despite my best efforts to give the appearance of being strong, hot tears, brought on by panic, began brimming in my eyes.
"You poor little sissy," Barbara said soothingly, "I know this must seem rather unfair and a bit overwhelming...after all, just this morning you were a big teenage boy in class and now you're a diaper wetting baby being put to bed in your crib.
"But it's really all for the best, Honey, believe me," she repeated, "Your mom and I talked it over and we agreed this is just what you need. You don't belong in school, wearing your jeans and trying to fit in with the other guys. Where you belong is in a nursery, wearing diapers and dresses and that's just what I'm going to do for you. You won't have to figure out what to wear anymore because I'll do that for you. I'll dress you in the morning--after I've changed your wet diapers that is--and I'll decide what to feed you. I'll decide where you can play with your toys and I'll decide when your naptime is."
I was shaking my head silently as the tears spilled down my face. My shoulders began to shake as the finality of my situation came crashing down on my like an iron portcullis. Barbara was too strong for me to face physically and she'd already shown that I was no match for her mentally either.
Taking the bottle out of my hand, Barbara gently stood me up and led me over to a plush love seat situated in the corner of the room.
"There, there, Baby," she said in her soothing voice, "Don't cry now...tell you what--I know just what baby needs, you come right over here."
I didn't want anything to do with her but I didn't fight her as she sat down and guided me into a lying position over her lap. As I looked up into her pretty eyes, her massive bosom was just inches from my face and I suc-ked my breath in as I gaped at it's fabulous shape. Barbara smiled down on me as she saw I was momentarily distracted and I watched as she slowly undid the first button on her top. I knew she was manipulating me--it was only too obvious, and I hated her for it. Yet, there was no way I could resist her either. Even as the tears trickled down my cheeks, my pen-is was hardening and becoming erect within the soft, comforting folds of my diaper. I was angry with her for what she was doing to me but I was completely powerless to hold back my libido.
I watched in captive fascination as she undid the next straining button, and then the next, until her clinging top was pulled aside and the front of her white lacy bra was exposed before me. I had never seen a bra this close, not even my mom's, since she made a point of hiding them from me. Of course, I'd masturbated to pictures in magazines before but this was the real deal!
I found my breath becoming labored as I greedily took in the unbelievable sight before me. The smooth, satiny cups of her bra were so sexy, and my eyes were riveted, taking in every detail for the first time.
My lips were dry and I licked them nervously as Barbara used her lovely manicured fingers to undo the clasp that held her two huge cups together.
"Don't cry, Chrissie...Mommy's going to give you something all little babies need."
Having been shy all my life and having never kissed a girl prior to this morning, I was quite overwhelmed with my present circ-umstances. My face was flushed and my heart was pounding in my chest as I squirmed uncomfortably on her lap. As she eased her right cup away, I stared dumbfounded as she pulled it back, revealing more and more of her incredible plump breast. It was as big as my head!
"These are just bursting with milk, Chrissie," she beamed down at me, "And I'm going to make sure you get your fill everyday."
I whimpered weakly, pleading with her that I wasn't ready for this. She smiled warmly and cupped her big round mammary in her small hand, positioning her large pink aureole in front of my face.
"This is what you need, little sissy, a nice warm nipple and mommy's milk to sooth you."
I shook my head and closed my eyes in panic but I felt the damp tip brush against my lips.
"No...no...please..." I whimpered as I blinked back more tears.
"There, there, little baby, open up for mommy now..." she urged me softly, "Take mommy's pink nipple....time to suc-kle....open up my little sissy."
I felt her gently pressing it against my lips as her other hand reached around to cradle my head, effectively trapping me. I squirmed and squealed but I couldn't escape. I felt her firm, urgent nipple between my lips and as I struggled and pleaded with her, she gently pushed it into my mouth, filling it and muffling any further complaints. A sob was stifled as I tasted her warm nipple on my tongue. Still trying to speak, the movements of my jaws flexing around her breast brought forth a stream of strange tasting liquid to my mouth and my eyes popped open in surprise.
"That's right baby," she said as she smiled down on me knowingly, "Mommy's got her own milk for you."
I whimpered weakly as she gently stroked the back of my head and without thinking, I began nursing like an infant.
"Thaaat's a good baby," she whispered softly to me, "That's mommy's little baby."
My face was red with embarrassment at this uniquely infantile act but despite that, my pen-is was rock hard in my diapers.
"This is what you're going to get everyday from now on, because all babies need their milk," she cooed gently in my ear, "And guess what? Some of my friends are lactating too so you'll get the chance to nurse from them as well."
I suc-ked feverishly now and was rewarded with a steady stream of her maternal nectar. I swallowed it and hungrily suc-ked harder, my head spinning at what was taking place. Never in my wildest imaginings would I have pictured what I was doing. It was humiliating in the extreme, yet my heart was pounding with excitement. Barbara's big breast tasted wonderful in my mouth and the scent of her skin was like ambrosia. As I nursed like a baby from her bountiful bosom, I felt a sexual wave swelling within me and my pen-is throbbed mightily.
I could feel my blood coursing through me like electricity and I was breathing heavily through my nose. At the same time, my c-um was bubbling up, closer and closer and there was nothing I could do to stop it.
With an inevitability I knew I couldn't resist, I climaxed with an explosive force in my diapers. Howling noisily, Barbara kept my mouth firmly in place with her big nipple filling my mouth like a gag as I moaned deliriously. My eyes crossed and my head swam as I tried to cope with the magnitude of my incredible orgasm while my body convulsed and shuddered in ecstasy. I could feel a big gooey wet spot forming in the front of my diaper and I marveled at the fact I hadn't even touched myself.
Barbara smiled down on me with what looked like pride on her beautiful face. Or maybe it was the smug look of her knowing she'd bent me to her will but either way, I didn't care. Right now, I was riding the delightful wave of post-orgasmic bliss, feeling my hard-on gradually beginning to soften slowly as it began shrinking down to it's usual limp form.
For a moment, Barbara pulled her breast out of my mouth as I lay there, gasping for breath. My face was flushed and I looked up at her through half closed eyelids, suddenly feeling very sleepy.
"Well, I think that took all of thirty seconds," she told me, "You really don't have much control do you?"
I swallowed and looked away, extremely embarrassed with myself. It was true I had very little staying power but I'd never really given it much thought.
"But that's okay because with aunt Melissa's help, we're going to take care of that little problem next week."
"Wha-what do you mean?" I croaked as my breathing began to become normal again.
"No need to worry about that, Chrissie, Mommy's got everything under control. And very soon, you will be too," she giggled.
I sensed danger in her vague statement and felt I should press her further.
"What do you mean? What's going to be under control?" I asked again.
Without answering, Barbara reached over and brought the baby bottle to my mouth, easing it between my lips as she shushed me.
"Hushhh little baby," she whispered, "It's beddie bye time for mommy's sissy girl."
I hated being denied anything, and her ignoring my questions left me frustrated and resentful.
Standing me up, she led me back over to the crib and tucked me in, placing the teddy bear under my free arm as she pulled the soft fuzzy blankets up around my chest.
"There, there, Chrissie, Baby's had a big day but it's time to go to sleep now."
Closing the top of my crib, she slipped the lock in the hasp and clicked it shut, sealing my prison for the night. The Barbie clock on the dresser read 7:32 pm.