This from our 2000 archives.
Part 1
The following is a true account of what happened to
me when I was 21 years old and began one of the most
exciting and yet frightening periods of my life.
I had moved out on my own shortly after finding a
management job out of college. As a child I had been
diapered for bed wetting up until I was 12 years old
and it had set the tone for my interest in wearing
diapers. I was an only child to well-to-do parents
who spent more time socializing and traveling and
had little time for a child. In fact, I rarely saw
my father as he was always away on business. As a
teenager I fantasized about wearing diapers again
but the fantasy always was something involving just
me and not another person who participated.
All that was about to change, one day I purchased a
local Adult Oriented Newspaper that catered to
fetishes and other adult pleasures. Most of the ads
went right over my young, inexperienced head but one
caught my eye......."Older, professional.
father-figure in his 60's seeks a young, sweet,
sissy male in their early 20's who would enjoy being
Grandpa's 'little baby girl'. Must be slim, single,
submissive and available on weekends."
The phrase "baby girl" caught my eye as I knew it
meant wearing diapers. I had never thought of
dressing like a little girl but the idea seemed
appealing. I didn't answer the ad for a couple weeks
because the idea of being dressed up by someone the
age of my grandfather seemed odd. Yet at the same
time something in the back of my mind made it
exciting, I think it may have been that I grew up
lacking the attention of a father and my grandfather
and now was my chance to receive that attention from
a man I needed growing up.
I sat down and wrote a lengthy letter explaining
about how I had been diapered as a child for
bedwetting and loved the feeling of wet diapers. I
spent a long time explaining about how my father
neglected me when I was growing up and how I craved
the chance to be under the guidance of an older male
and finally have a father-figure in my life.
A couple weeks passed without a response, I had
given up hope when I finally received a letter in my
mailbox. I eagerly ripped it open and began to read
it while waiting for the elevator. His name was Bob,
he was in his early 60's, had grown children and was
widowed. He was a semi-retired physician and as I
suspected from his ad, he was looking for a young
man who he could diaper and dress up like a little
girl.
As soon as I got into my apartment I dialed his
number, the moment the telephone rang I lost my
nerve and hung up. It took a few hours before I got
up the nerve again to call, the telephone at the
other end was picked up before it could even ring. I
stammered out my first words and must have sounded
like a compete idiot. We talked for hours that night
and immediately hit it off, he had an authoritative
yet soothing way about himself that put me at ease.
I told him about my childhood and about how my
father was rarely around and I was eager to have a
father-figure in my life. He told me about what he
expected from me and how I would be treated, he
believed in strict, old-fashioned discipline and
made it clear that any misbehavior would be severely
dealt with. We agreed to spend that weekend
together, he gave me instructions to take the bus to
West Vancouver and where he would pick me up.
Saturday morning arrived and I was both excited and
terrified as my bus neared the stop. As I exited the
bus I saw who I assumed was Bob waiting for me
beside his car. He looked like your typical
grandfather, well dressed, gray hair, nice smile, he
waved and I walked over to him. I could see that he
was looking me over as I approached and I suspect he
approved. I was fairly small for my age, thin and
had longish hair. We talked for a moment and he
reassured me that everything would be all right as
he could see that I was very nervous. He chatted as
we drove up the long hill towards the nicest
neighborhood in the city. I didn't say a word during
the 15 minute drive, at one point he took my hand
and reassured me that I would have lots of fun and
he would make my fantasy of being diapered come
true.
We stopped at the end of a long driveway with a
large gate by the roadway. All I could was a long
curving drive through the trees but no house. As the
gate slowly opened he reminded me that once inside I
was to act like a young child of 10 years not as an
adult. For the fantasy to work it was important that
I not revert back to an adult male personality, and
in return I would be treated like a child in all
ways. I nodded my head and we entered his private,
secluded property. At the top of the driveway was a
huge old Tudor style home that looked more like a
mansion than a house for one person.
He gave me a quick tour of the house and lead me
upstairs to the washroom, I was told to shower and
then some down to the first door on the right. When
I was finished with my shower I noticed that all my
clothing was gone even though I had locked the
bathroom door. I wrapped the towel around m waist
and slowly walked towards the open door. Bob was
waiting for me inside a room that looked exactly
like a little girl's room, Everything was frilly and
lacy complete with dolls, teddy bears, ballerina
wallpaper and ruffled curtains. I must have looked
surprised, yet it turned to shock when I saw a large
crib in the far corner, beside it was a dresser and
on the other side a super large "changing table"
that could easily accommodate an adult.
Bob took me by the arm and lead me over to the
table, at the time I was about 5' 8" and weighed
less than 150 lb. while he was at least 6' tall and
easily weighed 200 lb., he lifted me up on to the
table and gently guided me on to my back. I recall
shaking with fear as he turned away to gather some
diapers and plastic pants from the nearby dresser.
He talked to me as if I were a child and explained
that even though I was 10 years old I still needed
to be diapered and liked to be dressed like a little
girl. He pulled away my towel and I could see that
he was displeased, I had forgotten to shave off my
pubic hair as he had instructed me to.
He gave me a stern lecture about not following his
instructions and that I would need to learn a lesson
on the consequences of not following his
instructions. He ordered me to get up off the table,
he took me firmly by the wrist and guided me over to
a chair situated in the corner. Before I knew it he
sat down and pulled me across his lap. Without
saying a word he proceeded to deliver a bare bottom
spanking like I had never had before. It was at
least 5 minutes before he stopped, by which time my
bum was right red and stung as if it were on fire.
He pointed towards the table and once I was on he
diapered me without saying a word. I was put into a
short little yellow party dress complete with white
crinoline and matching yellow rhumba pants to cover
my plastic pants. As he zipped up the dress I felt
the mix of excitement and humiliation yet also fear
at the same time. He told be to stay in my room and
think about my punishment while he prepared lunch.