"I suppose not."
"Where'd you get it?"
I had to think. I had not the slightest idea where Mom had bought the dress I was wearing. I tried to think of the name of a dress store, but I was coming up blank.
"Um...Ebay?"
"Ebay! You bought something on Ebay just last night? How'd you get it delivered?"
"Um, no, sorry, not Ebay. It was...what's that place that has all the used clothing?"
"Salvation Army?"
"That's it."
"Look, Joanie, if you don't want to tell where you bought it, that's fine."
"No, no, it was Salvation Army."
"You're sure?"
"Yes."
"By the way, I got a complaint from HR. You haven't given them a copy of your birth certificate, yet."
"Oh. Mrs. Henderson, I don't think I'm going to be able to do that."
"Why not?"
"Well, it's complicated."
"What's the problem, Joanie?"
"There's someone who's looking for me. I'm sort of in hiding."
"Oh, no! Joanie, are you in danger? Is this an old boyfriend after you or something? Someone who beat you?"
"No. I mean...uh...yes. That's it. He's a cop. If I get a job under my real name, he'll find me."
"Oh, Joanie, you poor girl! This isn't the guy I saw you with in the house, is it?"
"No. Someone else."
"You poor dear. OK, I'll talk to HR. I'll straighten it out. Don't worry."
"Thank you Mrs. Henderson. I really owe you a lot."
I went home that night determined not to nag Tom about finding a job. Instead, we went out to dinner together. We dined at a spaghetti restaurant. I ate so much I wanted to take off my girdle right there at the table.
Monday morning I couldn't resist putting on one of Melanie's sexy, short dresses. Tom practically drooled at the sight of me. I made the mistake of saying that the guys at the office would go crazy when they saw me in this dress.
"What do you mean?" he asked.
"Just what I said. The men at work like looking at me and flirting."
"Well, you don't flirt back, do you?"
"A little. Sometimes."
"Why do you have to do that? Aren't I enough for you?"
"Oh, come on! You're jealous? You? After all the other girlfriends you've had?"
"Well, I don't have any other girlfriends, now. And I don't go around flirting with other women. Have you at least told them about me?"
"No. It hasn't come up."
"What are you going to do if some guy asks you out?"
"I'm going to politely say no."
"And then he'll get all pissed off because you led him on!"
"Honey, this is just what goes on at offices. It doesn't mean anything! You don't understand how these places are."
"Oh, all of a sudden you're a woman of the world 'cause you worked at an office for a week! All of a sudden you know everything!"
I came closer to him. I said, "Darling, why are we like this? It seems all we ever do is fight these days. I knew this would happen as soon as I took off my white dress."
"Oh, this has nothing to do with you taking off any dress! This is about you dressing like some little hoochie momma and shaking it for a bunch of sleazy guys at work! If you're going to do that, why don't you just become a stripper!"
"I am not a stripper!" I said angrily. "I don't shake anything! I'm a secretary, and I work hard all day, and if I can make the day go by just a little bit faster with some innocent flirting, I'm damn well going to do it!"
I grabbed my purse and stormed out the door.
I calmed down by the time I got to work. The first guy who saw me in that dress actually dropped a load of papers on the floor. I saw his mouth silently make the word "Wow." And that was one of the more subtle reactions.
Mrs. Henderson didn't call me in for dictation until the afternoon. In the morning I had plenty of paperwork and typing to take care of, and there were guys finding excuses to pass by my cubicle all day long and take a look at my legs. When I got up to refill my coffee cup, I'd always walk slowly so the guys could get a good look. I'd never felt so special.
When Mrs. Henderson called me in, I could tell she was pissed off. She went ahead and dictated the letter, and when she was done I asked, "Anything else?"