Chapter 11. Two Swots
Mrs Lowell got up and walked into the living room, indicating to Paul he should accompany her. The others followed. She sat down in the middle of the sofa. Paul stood in front of her, blinking with anxiety.
“Are you going to spank me?”
“Spank you? Mrs Lowell laughed. “Course not, silly!”
“Ooh…” whined Autumn, disappointed.
“Though it would be rather fun. Unfortunately, we’re not allowed to spank naughty little boys any more. No, Paul, I have something much more gentle in mind. Come and sit next to me, and Emilia? Would you bring me my bag, please?”
Emilia brought Mrs Lowell’s handbag, and Mrs Lowell rummaged inside and produced a little red bottle.
“We’re going to paint your nails. A pretty shade of red, to match the little bows on your leotard. Sit down next to me. Closer. That’s right. Give me your hand. Left one first, please.”
And she proceeded to paint each of Paul’s little nails with extreme care, until his hands were as pretty as any girl’s. Paul found the process surprisingly pleasant. It was exciting having Mrs Lowell attending to his fingers with such care and delicacy, and he loved the skilful way she applied the shiny liquid with the tiny brush so not a speck got on his skin. It made him feel special. He also loved the smell of the nail polish as it was applied.
“There. Now wave them about a bit and make sure they’re quite dry. It suits you, I must say.”
Paul marvelled at the transformation that Mrs Lowell had effected by this simple process. Was this a punishment? It felt more like a revelation.
“When you need to take it off, you use a nail polish remover, as I’m sure you know. But Paul, your punishment is, that you must wear this for a whole week from today. And if you need to renew it, I’ll leave you – no, I’ll leave Emilia – the bottle. Do you understand?”
Paul stared at her, alarmed. But my mum… and school!”
“Yeah,” said Emilia, “I don’t think they’ll let him wear it at school.”
“OK, listen. First, you must tell your mother you asked me to do this, because you really want to start being more like a girl. Yes?”
Paul nodded, uncertainly.
“I’m not sure….”
“She knows you do ballet?”
“Yes, course. She bought me the gear. This leotard…”
“Well, trust me, Paul, she’ll support you in this. And you must also ask her if you can wear nail polish to school, at least for the week. Suggest she call the head and explain the situation. Emilia’s mother has told me a little about the headmistress of Brook Lane, and she may be more sympathetic, and more willing to bend the rules, that you would expect.”
“OK. But the kids….”
“Some will make fun of you, some will try to bully you, some will defend you. If you want to wear girl’s clothes you have to be prepared for that.”
“But I don’t….”
“You don’t? Well, a part of you seems to. Go look at yourself in the mirror, and think about it. Don’t deny your own feelings.”
Paul blushed, but said nothing. Mrs Lowell continued.
“Now, you need to buy Autumn some new panties to replace the pair you…recycled.”
“Yes, of course, Mrs Lowell. I have ten pounds in my jeans pocket. Will that be enough?” replied Paul, eagerly.
“Oh. No, Paul, you misunderstand me. That’s very generous of you, but I didn’t say I wanted you to pay for them. I said you need to buy them for her. I’ll pay, of course.”
“So what…..?”
“I’m going to give you some money, and you are going to take the girls to the shops and buy Autumn new panties.” And seeing a hint of envy on Penelope’s face, she added. “Yes, all right, Penelope, he’ll get some for you as well.”
Paul’s eyes widened.
“When?”
“Right now, darling.”
“Shall I go change?”
“Certainly not. The only thing is, those ballet shoes are really not suitable for Eastfield.”
“Oh, Catherine!” interjected Emilia, “I have the perfect thing! Paul has a pair of red tap shoes here. They’ll match his nail polish perfectly! I'll go get them.”
Paul made some ineffectual attempts to protest, the colour rising in his cheeks. But Mrs Lowell swept them aside.
“Please don’t fuss, Paul. Autumn, darling, would you allow Paul to borrow your new belt purse for the expedition? He’ll need to carry the money, and he has no pockets, as you can see.”
“Of course, mummy! I’ll get it from the car!”
“It’ll match your other accessories perfectly, dear. You’ll look such a sweetie!”
So it was that ten minutes later Paul, fully attired, found himself in the back seat of Mrs Lowell’s car, between Autumn and Penelope, with Mrs Lowell and Emilia chatting away in the front. In his little red belt purse, attached to his little red belt, there was a new twenty pound note. Mrs Lowell had insisted that the girls, once they had chosen their own panties, should also choose a pack for Paul. “You decide for him, girls,” she had said. “You understand these things better than he does, as yet. Maybe ask the assistants what they think would best suit him, if you’re in any doubt.”
Paul was already blushing scarlet at the mere thought of the expedition, his hands clasped tightly in front of him, whilst the two girls chattered and giggled across him, reassuring him every now and then with friendly pats on his thighs, or simultaneous cuddles. But he wasn’t reassured. It was all right for them, in their jeans and T-shirts. It would make him all the more conspicuous in his bright little ballet costume! He hoped the kids from Brook Lane who liked to hang out there after school had all gone home for supper by this time. But he doubted it.
When they arrived at Eastfield, it was obvious the shopping centre was very busy that evening. Mrs Lowell had to park on the edge of the car park, furthest from the shops. The girls were first out of the car. Paul was a little more reluctant, but in the face of Emilia’s coaxings, he eventually climbed out, keeping close to the car for some protection from the gazes of the people around. But this was a brief respite.
“Now, Paul, you and the girls go ahead, Emilia and I will follow. I suggest you try Hawkes first, and see what they’ve got. The girls will show you the way. We’ll keep an eye on you, don’t worry, though we may be a little behind. Girls, hold hands nicely with Paul, won’t you? Don’t lose him. It’s very busy in there. If Hawkes doesn’t have what you want, there are plenty of other shops there.”
Off they went, Paul between Autumn and Penelope, holding hands with each of them. The girls skipping along excitedly, Paul as red as a beetroot, trying to make himself invisible and failing spectacularly.
“Em, you should video this,” whispered Mrs Lowell. “Look at them, they look so sweet together! Just like three girls having fun. Except when you look a bit closer!”
“I know, Catherine. See how people are doing double takes?”
“Yes. I don’t think he’s going to have an easy ride with the girls, either. You know how fussy they are about their clothes. It’ll probably take them ages to make up their minds about their own knickers, let alone his!”
They entered through the main doors and plunged into the crowds, the girls pulling Paul along in their eagerness to get to the shops. They attracted attention wherever they went. As they approached the central fountain, Paul saw to his horror Josh and Mikey, accompanied by a group of their friends, sitting on the low wall by the water. Desperately he turned his head aside, hoping they wouldn’t recognise him. He needn’t have worried. Josh gave the group a casual glance, and drew Mikey’s attention to the triumvirate.
“’Ere. Mike. Get a load of them.”
“Weird! Think she’d change out of ‘er ballet stuff to come in ‘ere, wouldn’t yer?”
“Yeah. Girls are strange, ain’t they?”
Paul was relieved once they arrived at Hawkes clothing store. The girls led him straight to the children’s underwear department, and left him standing in the aisle while they flipped through the packs of panties. Paul stood there, the picture of awkwardness and embarrassment, not knowing where to put his hands or his feet. He could see two of the assistants giggling and looking over at him. Eventually one of them, a girl of about seventeen, came over to him.
“Good evening, er, miss? Can I help you at all?”
“No…no, thank you. My friends are just looking for something. I’m just waiting for them.”
At that inopportune moment Autumn came over.
“Do you like Disney ones, Paul? This is Alice, see? Though I think you wanted something with more yellow on them, didn’t you?”
The assistant beamed with delight.
Paul became incoherent. “No, I…I…thought you were, you were… looking for yourselves, weren’t you?”
“We are. Just thought I’d ask you. We’re sort of looking for your ones at the same time.”
“Oh, perhaps I can help,” said the assistant. “Wait a minute.” She turned to her colleague. “Sue? Could you come and help us, please?” Her friend came quickly over. “The girls here are looking for some panties for their friend here. Paul, is it? He would really like some with yellow in them? Do we have anything suitable?”
“Oh, we may have,” replied the other, stifling a laugh, “let me see…”
She opened a cupboard underneath the display and began to riffle through the stock. She brought out three packs, in pastel shades of yellow. One had teddy bears on, one hearts, one ballerinas! She began showing them to the highly embarrassed Paul, but Autumn came over and interrupted.
“Excuse me. My mummy said that I should choose Paul’s new panties.”
“Oh, so sorry, madam. Well, this is what we have in yellow, apart from the ones on display. Would any of these be suitable?”
“I’m afraid not, but thank you. The designs are a little boring, and I want something brighter and shinier. Sort of satin. That’s what he likes.”
“Really?” cried the first assistant, bursting out laughing.
“Yes, really,” replied Autumn severely, “and I’m afraid we don’t think your selection of panties interesting enough. But thank you anyway.” She turned to Penelope. “Come on, Pen. Let’s try another shop.” And they marched out, followed by Paul, leaving the two assistants looking amused but also rather shocked.
It wasn’t until the third store that Autumn and Penelope found what they were looking for. It’s not appropriate to describe what they chose for themselves, but for Paul they had found the perfect thing: yellow satin decorated with unicorns and rainbows.
“Do you like them, Paul?” asked Autumn.
“Yes. I do. Very much. Thank you.” He was desperate to escape from this public torture, where it seemed to him everyone was staring at him, and all the shop assistants were in a conspiracy to embarrass him as much as was possible. Catherine and Emilia stood apart, looking through the women’s fashions, but keeping an eye on them.
“I think this may be it, Catherine,” murmured Emilia.
“I certainly hope so, darling. I’m a little tired of trapesing around after them.”
“You must admit they have very discriminating taste, though.”
“Oh, yes. Real little fashionistas!”
Paul was at the counter, paying a lady who had managed to convert her amusement into a big friendly smile. He extracted the note from his belt purse and handed it over.
“Thank you, young man. You have excellent taste. And I love your outfit. Please come again,” she said, as she handed him the change.
Paul kept his head down, finding it difficult to look her in the face. In fact, he had kept his head down for most of the expedition. If he had paid a little more attention to his surroundings, he might have noticed that there were two other individuals on their track aside from Catherine and Emilia. Rhianna and Denise, the two school swots from year two, had latched onto them in the second store they visited.
“Look at that!” remarked Rhianna, “isn’t that a boy?”
Denise stared through her black-rimmed glasses.
“Isn’t that that boy from year one? You know, the pretty-looking one who hangs out with those tough kids, or used to?”
“Don’t be silly, Denise.”
She pretended to be looking at some jeans while peering sideways at Paul.
“OMG, No! I think you’re right! It is him!”
“Let’s get some pictures,” said Denise, getting closer to Paul and surreptitiously using her phone.
“Look!” whispered Rhianna, “those little kids are holding up panties for him to look at! What is this? Get a video, Den!”
When they were happy they’d captured Paul’s most embarrassing moments, the girls stopped filming and tried to get a bit nearer without being seen.
“He probably wouldn’t recognise us anyway,” hissed Rhianna. “But hold on!” She gripped Denise’s arm and held her back. “Look over there. That’s Emilia. I think she’s with them.”
“I think you’re right, Rhianna. Let’s hang back and see what happens.”
They soon discovered that Paul and his little friends were being shadowed by Emilia and her companion. They stalked the whole party till they eventually left the shopping centre, and watched them all get into Catherine’s car.
“Wow,” said Denise, “we’ve got some really hot shit on that kid now. We’ll find out his name next week and decide what to do. And see if we can discover how Emilia fits in, too.”
“Yeah,” agreed Rhianna. “I think we might have some fun here.”
Paul was so relieved to get back into the car. He was holding his little packet of panties and the girls on either side were holding theirs. The girls were very happy.
“We’re good at shopping,” laughed Penelope. “We waited till we found exactly the right things!”
“You did a great job, girls,” said Mrs Lowell, warmly. “Don’t you think so, Paul?”
Paul was so happy it was over, he actually said,
“Yes. Thank you girls!”
“Do you like your new panties?” asked Autumn.
“Very much.”
“But you still like mine, too?”
“Yes, Autumn,” admitted Paul, “I do.” And he blushed again.