Part 26
Jessica's car came to a sudden halt as it pulled into the large movie theater parking lot. Lilly looked out the window at his surroundings from the confines of his car seat, and was relieved to see that there were not many other cars present. Still, there were a few, so it was not like he would go completely unseen. Jessica removed the keys from the ignition and turned around exitedly to face her little sister. "Pretty weird going to a movie this early, huh? There's barely anyone here right now", she said, as if she was reading Lilly's mind.
Jessica got out of the car and walked to the back door, opening it so she could unbuckle Lilly from his car seat and carry him into the theater. Lilly felt himself bounce up and down in Jessica's arms while the two of them began to make their way across the parking lot. Lilly quickly buried his head into Jessica's shoulder upon noticing the sight of people entering and exiting the cinema, hoping that no one would notice that he was not really a baby, nor a little girl. Jessica could feel Lilly's relative discomfort and held him tighter in turn, although she knew the sooner he got used to people seeing him in all his glory, the easier things would be for her little baby sister. She decided to lighten the mood with some light chatter to distract his mind. "It's pretty great that they don't charge for kids under three before 11am, isn't it baby? You're going to get in completely free!" Needless to say, this did not help calm Lilly's nerves whatsoever.
Eventually they made their way into the small box office section in the front of the building. Jessica opened the front doors and headed straight to the booth where customers pick up their tickets. The box office attendant was a slim, goth looking girl in her mid twenties, with short blue hair and a sleeve of tattoos that ran across her arms. The attendant blew a small bubble with her chewing gum and gave them a mischevious grin as she tried not to laugh at the sight in front of her. "Hello miss. Can I help you?", the attendant asked Jessica in an amused tone, staring directly at Lilly's beet red face which was still buried deeply into Jessica's shoulder.
Jessica smiled back at the attendant and began to dig though her purse for cash. "Yes, one adult and one infant for 'Priscilla: Princess of Dream Castle' please", she repleied with all the confidence in the world, as if everything that was transpiring was completely normal. The attendant laughed and shook her head in disbelief. "Alright, but I'm going to need some ID for your little one. I don't usually see too many four-foot tall three year olds around here"
Jessica gave her a knowing look and lifted Lilly's skirt up, exposing the seat of his fluffy, girly diapers for the attendant to see in full. The attendant burst out laughing at the sight in front of her, much to Lilly's dismay, and even Jessica couldnt help but also give a small chuckle at the absurdity of the situation at hand. "Is this enough ID for you? I'm afraid she's still far too young for a driver's license", Jessica said to the attendant with a few loving pats to Lilly's diapered bum.
The attendant was struggling to reel in from her laughing fit as she printed up their tickets and handed them to Jessica. "Works for me! There's no real arguing against that. Enjoy the show you two."
With that, Jessica and Lilly were finally ready to head into the theater proper. Other than a few questioning looks from the ticket checker and the employees working the concession stand, things seemed to go out without at hitch as the two of them found their way to the correct screen and looked for their assigned seats. Upon finding their seats, Lilly was surprised when instead of being placed in the seat that had been assigned to him on his ticket, Jessica instead sat down in her own seat and held Lilly in place on her lap. She began to bouce her knee up and down slightly and whispered to Lilly in a quiet voice. "Sorry baby, but you're far too cute not to sit on big sis' lap. Plus, with your coordination lately I'm too scared of you falling down to let you sit on your own."
Lilly secretly did not mind this latest development, as the theater was slowly starting to fill up with other movie goers. As much as it made him feel like a pathetic little sissy to admit it, having someone else there to hold onto was very comforting for his current anxieties. He leaned back and rested his head into his sister's bosom as he tried to comfort himself from his fears of being seen in public. Jessica responded in kind by looking down at him and giving him a big smile, hugging him tight and reaching down to give him a light kiss on the cheek. "See widdle sis?", she said, "This isn't that bad. Just act natural and we'll have a great time."
Soon enough, the lights began to dim and the screen in front of them became illuminated with the bright pinks and pastels that one would expect from a movie aimed at little girls. Lilly looked on from the confines of Jessica's lap at the wonderful frilly and exceedingly cheerful imagery that was being projected onto the screen, and for once found himself entertained. Maybe it was because he had mostly been restricted to shows made for actual babies for the last few months, many of them with no real plot or conflict to speak of, but Lilly began to feel himself get lost in the world of the film, giving it his undying attention as time began to quickly pass by. He was so engrossed in the film, in fact, that he didn't even notice when he began to wet himself somewhere towards the third act. Jessica reached down and felt the seat of his diaper, noticing the mild dampness on the edge with her finger. She gave herself a small chuckle and decided not to make a big deal of it. If he hadn't even noticed, and the diaper could take much more wetting, then what was the point? She decided it was best to let him finish the movie and deal with the problem later.
Lilly would continue to give the film his full attention for its entire duration. When the end credits finally began to roll, he suddenly found himself being snapped back into reality, as if finally breaking free of a spell that he had been under for the last hour and a half. He looked around at all the other patrons that were beginning to leave the theater. There weren't many of them, mostly parents with small kids, and they weren't paying him any mind. He began to feel Jessica's body stir as she started to gather up their things, signalling to Lilly that they would soon be leaving the theater.
Before Lilly knew it, he felt himself being lifted into the air with one arm. Jessica gave his hair a playful ruffle with her other and smiling at her baby sister with a loving grin. "How was the movie little sis? You really seemed to be enjoying it", she said in a sweet tone.
Before Lilly could even process his response, he suddenly found himself blurting out an answer. "I wuved it Jess! Priscilla was so...". He looked over at Jessica's face and noticed her raised eyebrow. "Sorry...", he said with a sad expression, quickly remembering the no talking rule his mommy had given him. Jessica shook her head in response and gave him a sympathetic laugh. Her hands reached for his pacifier and she guided it back into his mouth. "There", she said to him, taking a moment to take in his adorably innocent look, "Maybe that will help you remember that babies don't talk. I know mommy usually punishes you for speaking out of turn, but I feel like this time it's really my fault for asking you questions like that. Sorry baby."
Before she could properly get up and leave, however, a lightbulb quickly went off in Jessica's head. Never the one to let an opportunity go to waste, she turned her attention back to Lilly and began to speak to him in a somewhat playful, mischevious tone. "You know what, the rules are the rules though. I may still have to punish you for speaking like that. It wouldn't be right if I didn't. Unless...". Her voice trailed off and she reached up to once again remove Lilly's pacifier from his mouth, looking him right in the eye as her fingers rhythmically tapped the seat of his diaper. "Unless, of course, you can show me what a good baby you are by babbling like one. Can you do that baby girl? Can you say goo goo ga ga?"
Lilly looked around the theater to see if anyone else was left. There was still one other family remaining, but they were seated quite far away. Lilly gulped as he prepared for the inevitable, trying to use a voice that was still quiet enough that they wouldn't be able to hear it. Just as Lilly began to speak however, the movie's end credits came to a sudden stop and the music cut out completely. "Goo goo, ga ga!", he cried out suddenly in a high pitched babyish tone.
Lilly froze up upon realising that his infantile babbling was the only noise that could now be heard in the entire theater, which was now so quiet that you could hear a pin drop. "That was great baby!", Jessica praised him in an unnecessarily loud, exited voice, "I guess I don't have to punish you now that you finally understand how to talk your age. Next time I ask you a question, you can just respond like that, okay?" Lilly nodded to Jessica in embarrassment, very anxious to leave the quiet theater where their entire embarrassing conversation could currently be heard. In response, Lilly felt Jessica squeeze his arm slightly. "I said...okay???"
Lilly sighed. If he wanted to leave, he would need to get this over with quickly. "Ga!", he exclaimed in an excessively high pitched infantile voice, clapping his hands together in order to really sell the response to his sister. Jessica found this highly amusing, and praised him for being such a compliant little girl. When they finally left their designated theater, Lilly was taken a bit back when instead of exiting the cinema like he had thought they would, Jessica instead made a direct beeline for the ladies restroom. Lilly tried his hardest to avert his eyes as they entered. He was used to this area being off limits to him in his previous life as an adult man. He would quickly learn that this was certainly not the case when it came to being a little baby girl.
Jessica made her way to the baby changing station that was attached to the wall and brought it down into the changing position. Lilly seemed puzzled for a second when she promptly placed him on top of it, but soon realized with a shocked expression that he was, in fact, very wet and in serious need of a diaper change. "This is bad. Really bad. I don't remember wetting myself at all", he thought to himself as Jessica casually laid him back into position. Lilly closed his eyes and prepared for the inevitable embarrassment of being changed in public, something he was still incredibly unused to. Jessica could notice his face growing red and signs of Lilly's general uncomfortability, but paid it no mind as she casually untaped his wet diaper and began to remove it from under his body.
"Re-lax sissykins!", she sang out in a playful voice, taking a new diaper out of his bag and ushering his body up so she could slide it under him, "There's nobody else in here with us. Nobody is going to see you, so you don't need to close your eyes and act like a scaredy-pants just because I decided to change you where every other baby gets their diapey changed without a care in the world. Besides, even if someone did see me changing you, there's nothing weird about that. People change their little babies in the restroom all the time!"
She gave his belly a small tickle, causing him to briefly convulse with laughter and give her a tiny smile. Jessica found her heart briefly warmed upon seeing the small smile that quickly appeared on Lilly's face, and gave him a small smile in return. "See baby? If you just shut your brain off and act your age this can all be lots of fun! You still keep thinking of yourself as an adult man, I really dont understand why. You know that everyone else sees you as nothing more than a little baby girl, and you know that there's no way you're ever going back to the adult world again, so why not just embrace it? Doesn't it sound better to just accept that you're going to be a baby girl now and indulge in it, rather than living in constant embarrassment and humiliation, worrying how everyone else perceives you?"
Lilly thought long and hard about his big sister's statements as she continued on with his diaper change. Perhaps she was right. Maybe if he just indulged in his new role more, the shame would eventually go away and his constant feelings of embarrassment and low self esteem would stop. Still, there was a part of him that could simply not let go. Try as he might, a part of him was still very aware of the fact that he was a 19 year old man laying on the changing table of a womens rest room in a toddler girl's clothes, having his butt powdered by his step sister as she prepared to tape him into a babyish white and pink diaper. No matter how hard he attempted to forget his previous life, the fact that he had been reduced to this would never escape his mind, causing an entire new wave of humiliation to wash over him.
Jessica quickly finished up his diaper change and lifted him off the changing table, giving him a small hug to help calm him down after the latest humiliation ordeal. "It'll all be okay baby. Big sister is here to protect you. Everything will be fine." The two of them would soon exit the movie theater and walk back to Jessica's car, where she would snuggly strap Lilly into his carseat, ready to head to their next outing. Jessica glanced at the time on her phone and nodded approvingly. "One thirty", she thought, "still plenty of time until mom gets back". With that, she backed her car out of its parking space and began to drive quickly into the distance, ready for her next adventure with her adorable baby sister.